trinityy

so i was having an amazingly awesome day.. woohoo tattoo next friday yeah i know v-day i get tattoo hell why does it matter i would have been spending it alone anyways =/ oh well now its gonna be me, jaime, and the tattooist woohoo.. so yeah i was having agood night til this fucker IM'd me
Tenacious Style: i got dumped last week
Tenacious Style: so you can laugh in my face
Tiredofnothing: why would i do something you expect me to do... as much as i would enjoy it i am not even gonna bother
Tenacious Style: ok
Tenacious Style: its just i screwed things up between us and it was all for nothing i guess
Tiredofnothing: dude u were basically using me and that hurt and my brother is not too happy about that
Tenacious Style: what was i using you for?
Tenacious Style: im confused
Tiredofnothing: its like this we went through this before but i will go through it again to refresh your memory... okay so this is you "trins not going anywehere b/c well she wants to get to know me before anything... this girl over here is all about getting with me so i am gonna go after her and stop talking to trin until oh surprise she dumps u.. goes to trin and says "hey she dumped me so u can laugh in my face" well sorry buddy just b/c i am all about getting to know ppl before i date (even though it sounds "gay" to some ppl its how i am ) i have been hurt countless times and one more is nothing to me it.. u just look liek the rest to me.. shit ..... b/c i am not all about dating and sex i am all about having feelings for someone as well, but hey thats me i guess i am crazy
Tenacious Style: i don't know what to say
Tiredofnothing: the truth am i right ?
Tenacious Style: i wasn't going to be with you to have sex..you might not believe it but i mean that
Tenacious Style: well yeah thats what happened
Tenacious Style: so have your brother kick my ass if it will make you feel better
Tiredofnothing: i am not saying you wanted to be with me to have sex i am not saying that was YOUR purpose i am saying thats what most ppl want "find a chic date month or so later be all like lets have sex" .. he wouldn't waste his time... he doesn't fight my battles he sticks up for me and i love him for that b/c he cares about me and how i feel like any normal human being should care for someone
Tenacious Style: i understand
Tenacious Style: sex isn't a big deal to me..i went out with a girl who wanted to wait until marriage to have sex but it didn't bother me because she was a good person
Tenacious Style: thats not important tho
Tenacious Style: the important thing is is that i hurt you and now both you and your brother don't like me anymore
Tenacious Style: all because i wanted to be with someone else
Tiredofnothing: all i know is if we were to ever be friends again it would take a lot for me to trust you.... dude i fucking told you personal shit about me and you fucking hurt me like that i would have never thought in my wildest dreams you would hurt anyone but i am wrong sometimes
Tenacious Style: which is really stupid
Tiredofnothing: no its all b/c you fucking stopped talking to me b/c you were with someone else.. "hey if she isn't gonna date me then screw the friendship as well"
Tenacious Style: well i don't want to upset you more than i already have
Tiredofnothing: and do u think you will?
Tenacious Style: no because i don't have many people in my life anymore
Tiredofnothing: so b/c you don't have anyone in your life you are gonna actually care about ppls feelings now?
Tenacious Style: no i didn't say that
Tenacious Style: i care about your feelings because i hurt them
Tenacious Style: and i'd like to think i'm not the kind of person that would do that to someone
Tenacious Style: my mom told me that i care about others more than myself which will sound hard for you to believe
Tiredofnothing: you need to stop thinking and start reacting b/c i thought highly of you til all that shit
Tenacious Style: ok
Tenacious Style: i do care about the fact that i hurt your feelings and i am sorry
Tenacious Style: but i don't think that will make much difference
Tiredofnothing: it will take a lot to make a difference and a lot of time.
Tenacious Style: ok
Tenacious Style: well i guess in a way i deserved to get dumped because i hurt your feelings and it probably hurt just about the same if that makes any sense
Tiredofnothing: yeah well i moved on i am happy and have been falling for someone who knows how to treat someone.. but thats besides the point... but i will give you a second chance to prove we could have a friendship but we aren't just gonna jump right on in and forget this shit happened ... you were a great kid and i cared about you and for that to come back is gonna take time
Tenacious Style: ok
Tenacious Style signed off at 1:42:39 AM.

yeah its long i know sorry!!
just got a kick out of this damn kid