trinityy

i have been debating with myself on if i should quit smoking. i only have like 10 cigarettes left til tuesday i know they aren't even going to last me all day tomorrow... but i know i can't just quit.
my back keeps spazzing out.


i have been thinking about the times everything was so different.
i have been thinking about how things were... not even a year ago.
i can still see it all so clear.
i can see it as i am watching a movie.
i can see your face so calm, and friendly.
i can still smell the air.
i can still feel the sun on our backs.
when everything was so much better.
i am sorry.