okay okay, by request from this lovely lady, i am updating..
i have been sick of that entry as well..
so i went to maine to work at this LGBT camp ..
for the past month and half i have been having health issues...
friday night i got to camp, mike dropped me off.. i went and partied with a bunch of ppl i worked with last summer.. don't remember what time i stumbled into the cabin.. but i got up due to many ppl talking and making noise the next morning.
we started our meetings at about 1...
monday we had the campers come.. my work schedule was only a coupel hours a day.. which was good compared to last summer i was working about 13 hours a day. i spent most my time sleeping. my health was real down and it was hard to walk around all day. so i would sleep/read/write.
i had to have the nurse bring me to the store for cigarettes never again will i let mike take my car back. i felt so lost without being able to go to the store.
my friend ari, dragged me out one night during one of the activities and had me square dance. our whole group was so disfunctional. it was defintely a sight to see.
since i have been home i have felt out of place. so many new ppl at work.. my town seems different.. my friends seem so out their..
but as far as my last journal entry i have gotten so much better and i am not so upset/depressed. just have so many questions i can't ask... but i am happy and looking forward to moving..
i hope you all are doing well!
much love
trin
xoxox
i swear if i heard one more "you look like ani difranco" sentence i would have freaked out... every day i heard it..
lora i know you read my journal on here and i just want to say this:
i never lied to you and i never would! you can believe what you want but i know what i said was true. if you want to talk to me about anything IM me instead of thinking about it pls. i would rather clear shit up then have you believe otherwise.
i wish you the best and i hope you are happy with kayla. your in my thoughts and heart always. much love
trin
xoxo
i have been sick of that entry as well..
so i went to maine to work at this LGBT camp ..
for the past month and half i have been having health issues...
friday night i got to camp, mike dropped me off.. i went and partied with a bunch of ppl i worked with last summer.. don't remember what time i stumbled into the cabin.. but i got up due to many ppl talking and making noise the next morning.
we started our meetings at about 1...
monday we had the campers come.. my work schedule was only a coupel hours a day.. which was good compared to last summer i was working about 13 hours a day. i spent most my time sleeping. my health was real down and it was hard to walk around all day. so i would sleep/read/write.
i had to have the nurse bring me to the store for cigarettes never again will i let mike take my car back. i felt so lost without being able to go to the store.
my friend ari, dragged me out one night during one of the activities and had me square dance. our whole group was so disfunctional. it was defintely a sight to see.
since i have been home i have felt out of place. so many new ppl at work.. my town seems different.. my friends seem so out their..
but as far as my last journal entry i have gotten so much better and i am not so upset/depressed. just have so many questions i can't ask... but i am happy and looking forward to moving..
i hope you all are doing well!
much love
trin
xoxox
i swear if i heard one more "you look like ani difranco" sentence i would have freaked out... every day i heard it..
lora i know you read my journal on here and i just want to say this:
i never lied to you and i never would! you can believe what you want but i know what i said was true. if you want to talk to me about anything IM me instead of thinking about it pls. i would rather clear shit up then have you believe otherwise.
i wish you the best and i hope you are happy with kayla. your in my thoughts and heart always. much love
trin
xoxo
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I checked out the LGBT camp site. It seems to be a lot of fun and a good place for vacation. I'm so sorry your health was making it difficult for you to enjoy.
I send you whatever strength I can spare these days. As everything seems all estranged to you these days, I think you could use it to survive the time till you're moving.
and *hugs* and good luck to you!
swen
but it is good to see you in better spirits..i don't like trinity to be a sad monkey