happy birthday Trin... your brakes are going in your car.. woohoo 
pretty uneventful day... drove home from ny, yeah job hunting last night.. i was real lazy when i actually got into ny and only applied to two different places.. C_K had "made" me apply at barnes n nobles before i decided to become more lazy ...
got home around 12:30pmish, after being so dislussional...
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pretty uneventful day... drove home from ny, yeah job hunting last night.. i was real lazy when i actually got into ny and only applied to two different places.. C_K had "made" me apply at barnes n nobles before i decided to become more lazy ...
got home around 12:30pmish, after being so dislussional...
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synnove:
dammit i'm late... happy belated birthday!!! 
freyja__:
do you think alcazar is really dead!?!?
barely packed, but i started.
mom keeps on saying i am breaking her heart, which makes it harder for me to do anything.
my anxiety is real high.
boxes everywhere in my room that need to be filled.
i hardly sleep, i wake up freaking out.
b-day in two days and i may just stay home and pack...
i hope you all are having a...
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mom keeps on saying i am breaking her heart, which makes it harder for me to do anything.
my anxiety is real high.
boxes everywhere in my room that need to be filled.
i hardly sleep, i wake up freaking out.
b-day in two days and i may just stay home and pack...
i hope you all are having a...
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miss_magenta:
happy birthday! 
marymary:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIN!!!
much love! hope packing's going well
xoxo ryan
birthday kisses
much love! hope packing's going well
xoxo ryan
birthday kisses i give up
i hate people
i hate my town
i want to get out of this place, i got two more weeks here
i hate food
i hate my body
i hate society
why am i hating so much?
i shouldn't be distgusted with myself.. but i am...
i still have to get my ass to piercing emporium to have marc take a picture...
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i hate people
i hate my town
i want to get out of this place, i got two more weeks here
i hate food
i hate my body
i hate society
why am i hating so much?
i shouldn't be distgusted with myself.. but i am...
i still have to get my ass to piercing emporium to have marc take a picture...
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suggs:
cool, where bouts in NY you going? Neww York's so cool, only been oncve though...
hey, no worries bout the kind words, and you shouldn't hate things so much.... your way to pertty for that
i musta missed thta bit bout being misunderstood, i feel exactly the same way, people just dont get me and it drives me friggin nuts! i guess i just dont believe in this world as much as others, if it cant be changed, whats the point? whoa! starting to sound like the matrix... and double whoa! Trinity, man thats freaky, all thats left is to decide between the red pill and the blue pill, ah, bugger it, i'll have some of them there mushrooms...
hehe, laters peaches
hey, no worries bout the kind words, and you shouldn't hate things so much.... your way to pertty for that
i musta missed thta bit bout being misunderstood, i feel exactly the same way, people just dont get me and it drives me friggin nuts! i guess i just dont believe in this world as much as others, if it cant be changed, whats the point? whoa! starting to sound like the matrix... and double whoa! Trinity, man thats freaky, all thats left is to decide between the red pill and the blue pill, ah, bugger it, i'll have some of them there mushrooms...
hehe, laters peaches
tegan:
yer outa there soon darling.
you will be jussssssst fine.
and yes u can change your name to steven
hahaha
you will be jussssssst fine.
and yes u can change your name to steven
hahaha
couple minutes before i have to get my ass to work, but i figured i would do a lil update.
i am still waiting for a call so i can go pick up my new jewlery. i ordered a spike labret and i think i will wait on getting a ball, so i can give mom some money. plus i have to get a picture...
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i am still waiting for a call so i can go pick up my new jewlery. i ordered a spike labret and i think i will wait on getting a ball, so i can give mom some money. plus i have to get a picture...
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scarlett:
i love your new piercing... and i touched it!!! woo hoo im special... hehehe... im sorry i didnt get a chance to say goodbye to you that night, i woke up and no you... and no CK.... 
i hope you guys had fun and i hope we can all hang out one last time before you make the big move
love xoxox
i hope you guys had fun and i hope we can all hang out one last time before you make the big move
love xoxox
lucky105:
That piercing is CRAZY! I want to get my labret done! Stupid job of mine. 
it was so good seeing
MY edea
c_k just left... i have to get ready for work and i am so tired..
well i am gonna go i am not in the mood to do an actually update but i needed to change it...
much love
trin
xoxo
i got a new piercing .. its the last pic in my pic section i have to...
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MY edea
c_k just left... i have to get ready for work and i am so tired..
well i am gonna go i am not in the mood to do an actually update but i needed to change it...
much love
trin
xoxo
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edea:
YAY for getting to see you again!!!
*thinks about moving to Syracuse*
*thinks about moving to Syracuse*
too:
well stop by anytime i am there tonight from 11 pm til 7 am and then from thursday til monday from 11pm til 7am
i am not who you think i am
i am not who everyone wants me to be
i am nothing but a lonely, fucked up girl
i don't feel myself, b/c i am not myself
i am trapped
i am forbidden to be myself
and most of all i am not happy in this house...
people accusing people of crushing on me or me crushing...
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i am not who everyone wants me to be
i am nothing but a lonely, fucked up girl
i don't feel myself, b/c i am not myself
i am trapped
i am forbidden to be myself
and most of all i am not happy in this house...
people accusing people of crushing on me or me crushing...
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fractal:
be nothing but yourself.
fuck the rest of them and what they want.
fuck the rest of them and what they want.
quiescence:
It was nice to finally meet you. We'll definetely have to catch up some over your vacation.
I hope the rest of your weekend is fabulous.
I hope the rest of your weekend is fabulous.
boring none the less not the least bit exciting, journal entry... don't say i didn't warn ya..
PAIN
go away pllllllllsssssssss
so the other day at work i pull out my back.. but i stay to finish what i was doing. the next morning i wake up and from a lil under my chest up i could barely move it.. i layed in bed most...
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PAIN
go away
pllllllllsssssssss
so the other day at work i pull out my back.. but i stay to finish what i was doing. the next morning i wake up and from a lil under my chest up i could barely move it.. i layed in bed most...
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beaky:
I hope you're feeling better by now Trin...
beaky
beaky
freyja__:
yeeesh.
arnica for the muscles.. and lots of rest.
i hope you feel better soon!
xoxo
arnica for the muscles.. and lots of rest.
i hope you feel better soon!
xoxo
i have been in a weird mood since yesterday. i don't know why. my rents are gone for the weekend, my brother is at his place in worcester so i am home doing nothing. i should be doing laundry but i figure i can do that tomorrow. i kinda want to get new shoes b/c these ones are shitty. i have had them for a...
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freyja__:
you should try to bring some light into your house while you have it all to yourself! get out some of that negative energy so when people come back home they don't feel as weighed down with it all, you know? dance around and sing real loud, light some candles.. just be happy in there, having it all to yourself.
and then get to writing on that book!
xoxoxo
:>
and then get to writing on that book!
xoxoxo
:>
pip:
Ani Defranco is cute and so are you. It is compliment.
Go to NY fuck them all! Who cares if you fall on your face or make it. Just do it! I did the same thing when I went to Philly and I fell flat on my face but I do not regret it one bit. I dropped everything and went. I quit my job and just left like a week later. It was a great summer. If I had to live my life over again, that would be one of the things I would not change. I would have done things differently while I was there, but I'd go again.
So go go go!!!!
speaking of going I may not be able to go on the 13th...I'll try though. My bitch of a boss put me on the schedule.
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Go to NY fuck them all! Who cares if you fall on your face or make it. Just do it! I did the same thing when I went to Philly and I fell flat on my face but I do not regret it one bit. I dropped everything and went. I quit my job and just left like a week later. It was a great summer. If I had to live my life over again, that would be one of the things I would not change. I would have done things differently while I was there, but I'd go again.
So go go go!!!!
speaking of going I may not be able to go on the 13th...I'll try though. My bitch of a boss put me on the schedule.
[Edited on Sep 06, 2003]
as much as i hate you,
i still love you
as painful as somethings can be.
i will stand beside you.
i will hold you,
catch you if you fall..
and forever support you.
sorry random thoughts...
much love
trin
xoxox
if it rains
it pours...
with every sunny day,
there will be clouds despite your day...
okay i am taking my dork ass away...
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i still love you
as painful as somethings can be.
i will stand beside you.
i will hold you,
catch you if you fall..
and forever support you.
sorry random thoughts...
much love
trin
xoxox
if it rains
it pours...
with every sunny day,
there will be clouds despite your day...
okay i am taking my dork ass away...
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freyja__:
love and hate are just extreme ends of the same thing.
just be sure to put your love for YOURSELF before any other love that would be detrimental to your sanity, you hear?
xoxo
just be sure to put your love for YOURSELF before any other love that would be detrimental to your sanity, you hear?
xoxo
inhaler97:
aww shucks ... so nice when someone says good bye in chat.
I like this entry... (/me supports the dork side.)
I like this entry... (/me supports the dork side.)
okay okay, by request from this lovely lady, i am updating..
i have been sick of that entry as well..
so i went to maine to work at this LGBT camp ..
for the past month and half i have been having health issues...
friday night i got to camp, mike dropped me off.. i went and partied with a bunch of ppl i worked...
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i have been sick of that entry as well..
so i went to maine to work at this LGBT camp ..
for the past month and half i have been having health issues...
friday night i got to camp, mike dropped me off.. i went and partied with a bunch of ppl i worked...
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swen:
It's really good to have you back, here. You've been missed.
I checked out the LGBT camp site. It seems to be a lot of fun and a good place for vacation. I'm so sorry your health was making it difficult for you to enjoy.
I send you whatever strength I can spare these days. As everything seems all estranged to you these days, I think you could use it to survive the time till you're moving.
and *hugs* and good luck to you!
swen
You've been missed.
I checked out the LGBT camp site. It seems to be a lot of fun and a good place for vacation. I'm so sorry your health was making it difficult for you to enjoy.
I send you whatever strength I can spare these days. As everything seems all estranged to you these days, I think you could use it to survive the time till you're moving.
and *hugs* and good luck to you!
swen
demigauge:
no offense but you don't look like her and i hate ani...to me she has no talent ...but remember that is my opion....
but it is good to see you in better spirits..i don't like trinity to be a sad monkey
but it is good to see you in better spirits..i don't like trinity to be a sad monkey
i can't think.. i feel so empty.. a big part of me is gone.. she couldn't even bring herself to leave my bed today after we talked, she just cried in my arms. i can't stop crying. i won't be hearing from her ever again. we said our last good byes today. it hurt so much. all i could do was look into her eyes...
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admitourmistakes:
TRINITY! Update this journal or turn on that webcam!!
O >_< O *BANGS FISTS against computer desk*
I need a dose of Trin.
So, I might be going to school in Philly. That's not too close to Mass. but closer than I am now, right?? That would be so cool to get together with ya!
wHAT ARE YA UP TO??
O >_< O *BANGS FISTS against computer desk*
I need a dose of Trin.
So, I might be going to school in Philly. That's not too close to Mass. but closer than I am now, right?? That would be so cool to get together with ya!
wHAT ARE YA UP TO??
admitourmistakes:
TRINITY! Update this journal or turn on that webcam!!
O >_< O *BANGS FISTS against computer desk*
I need a dose of Trin.
So, I might be going to school in Philly. That's not too close to Mass. but closer than I am now, right?? That would be so cool to get together with ya!
wHAT ARE YA UP TO??
O >_< O *BANGS FISTS against computer desk*
I need a dose of Trin.
So, I might be going to school in Philly. That's not too close to Mass. but closer than I am now, right?? That would be so cool to get together with ya!
wHAT ARE YA UP TO??
health issues
ppl being numbskulls
fighting
ppl not understanding
having some great ppl around
having a lot to do, to get ready from the lbgtq camp.
wanting to shave my head
fearing i am damaging my kidneys... and having the feeling they are indeed getting there... for reasons i am still believing
finally read the rest of radical sanity on the way home from ny...
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ppl being numbskulls
fighting
ppl not understanding
having some great ppl around
having a lot to do, to get ready from the lbgtq camp.
wanting to shave my head
fearing i am damaging my kidneys... and having the feeling they are indeed getting there... for reasons i am still believing
finally read the rest of radical sanity on the way home from ny...
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fractal:
somebody's got a case of the Mondays...(and yes, you have total permission to bitchslap me for that)
too:
still waiting for you to visit me