just got off the phone with my best friend to find out when she was coming up from texas and she has no idea shes gonna drive me crazy. she might be up in a couple weeks or the first week of summer. ugh which means shes gonna be holding me back from leaving home.
so i have been going insan with trying to figure...
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brookelynne:
if you run away take me with you 
morgan:
:mwah:
i am gonna be job hunting all day tomorrow on line and in the paper. as well as trying to find some info as to where i can get photography classes and body pierce. i need to get out i need to live more i need to be me.
so i am gonna be busy doing thata nd then working 6-10:30 woohoo how fun.
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catrafelina:
i cant tell you how happy it makes me to hear you're happy. i miss you so much - - i wish you were here with me 
. next time i see you im gonna cover you in kisses and not let you go 
. next time i see you im gonna cover you in kisses and not let you go UPDATED LOOK BELOW
just got back from boston. spent friday night at boston university at my friend jenn's dorm. then saturday morning i actually had to literally drag my ass off the floor when neil called to get ready and go to the hotel. finally got to the hotel around 10am. layed in bed for awhile. anna came back and they went somewhere to get...
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just got back from boston. spent friday night at boston university at my friend jenn's dorm. then saturday morning i actually had to literally drag my ass off the floor when neil called to get ready and go to the hotel. finally got to the hotel around 10am. layed in bed for awhile. anna came back and they went somewhere to get...
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edea:
with any luck 3/15 in boston I'll get to see you!
I really need to get on AIM sometime huh!?!
I really need to get on AIM sometime huh!?!
brokenalice:
Finally someone else who loves angry, depressing lyrics/music...
well i am now suppose to be packing for the weekend. but um i am almost done okay sorta.. fine i am not.
i won't be around after 130ish in the afternoon tomorrow til sometime sunday. mom just gave me her camera and i just went and bought some film.. i wonder if i send in the pics they will develop em. haha. who knows....
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i won't be around after 130ish in the afternoon tomorrow til sometime sunday. mom just gave me her camera and i just went and bought some film.. i wonder if i send in the pics they will develop em. haha. who knows....
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freyja__:
take lots of good pics and have tons of fun!!
disgorge:
Have fun!
And don't do anything I wouldn't do!
Call me and let me know how it went, Tif.
And don't do anything I wouldn't do!
Call me and let me know how it went, Tif.
i don't even know the date today is that bad? ah well, why keep track of time just live life to the fullest and you will never have a probolem.. =/
i have to finish painting i just did the wall behind me half way b/c i got so bored by myself, noticed i was painting my arm as well so i stopped.
food and...
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i have to finish painting i just did the wall behind me half way b/c i got so bored by myself, noticed i was painting my arm as well so i stopped.
food and...
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tattoosnscrews:
Whats Up Sexy Lady!!!
Never knew Monroe was a size 14 ..
Hmmm She still was dead sexy!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeee Sugar High!!
TNS
[Edited on Feb 20, 2003]
Never knew Monroe was a size 14 ..
Hmmm She still was dead sexy!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeee Sugar High!!
TNS
[Edited on Feb 20, 2003]
freyja__:
date schmate.
the moment is now.
the moment is now.
i have been neglecting my journal a bit... jut been slepeing and coming on and checking out whats going on and either going back to bed or working. i have to actually get my book started again and start typing the stuff in my notebook and into word perfect to get it kinda organized. i wanna get it done and i have so many ideas....
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trinityy:
MICHAELS GAY?!?!?!
freyja__:
good for you, girl!
i wish you luck with all of it!
i wish you luck with all of it!
i know i have been in a bitchy/upset mood lately and i am extremely sorry!! pls forgive me
i just feel/felt like i was losing ppl i cared about and it hurt. the one person i like has me all confused. or should i say i have myself confused b/c its all me.
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i just feel/felt like i was losing ppl i cared about and it hurt. the one person i like has me all confused. or should i say i have myself confused b/c its all me.
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freyja__:
just remember to take deeeeeeep breaths.
it will all work out.
don't concern yourself with the actions of others.
just be you and take it as it comes.
nice and calm.
nice tat, chickie.
cute boobies, too!
it will all work out.
don't concern yourself with the actions of others.
just be you and take it as it comes.
nice and calm.
nice tat, chickie.
cute boobies, too!
freyja__:
good luck with your job search.
listen to your heart.. it will always tell you where to go.
do you like animals?
get a job at a shelter.
do you like plants?
a florist.
etc.
listen to your heart.. it will always tell you where to go.
do you like animals?
get a job at a shelter.
do you like plants?
a florist.
etc.
i wish i had a valentine damnit.. everyone of my friends are all like ohh me and so and so r going out later blah blah blah ;*( and the one person i like yeah well i feel as if they don't like me. maybe i am just in a pissy mood and should stop being paranoid. who know. i don't wanna go to work...
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nyhcx516:
Happy Valentines Day!
i can't sleep just lay in bed and think about the world we live in and wonder why it is becoming so shitty why we have to live in such fear.
i try and figure out what i want to do with my life i can't do it i can't even think about tomorrow without freaking out. i wonder if the ppl that "care" about...
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i try and figure out what i want to do with my life i can't do it i can't even think about tomorrow without freaking out. i wonder if the ppl that "care" about...
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nenia:
i am up almost every night thinking way too much about myself, the world..way too much for one brain to handle. some heavy duty tranquilizers would be nice for a change...
what's your tattoo going to be?
what's your tattoo going to be?
i just got home from work and found out my grandmother died this morning. she was battling lung cancer and i guess she was suffering a lot.... i am not gonna be all upset and sad even though i lost a family member i look at it as she is in peace and not suffering anymore. everyone someone passes away a new lif is born...
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morgan:
I'm so sorry to hear about your granmother
I was a victim when I was younger as well. That is what what i wrote about in my entry disturbs me so.
I was a victim when I was younger as well. That is what what i wrote about in my entry disturbs me so.
who is beating me up in my sleep??!?!? 
i have bruises all up and down my leg and every night i get in the shower i seem to have a couple more 
damnit they better be gone by next weekend =/ ... oh and i just noticed a bruise on my ass ... hmmm.. maybe mom is beating me up in my sleep hahaha...
*sneezes*...
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i have bruises all up and down my leg and every night i get in the shower i seem to have a couple more damnit they better be gone by next weekend =/ ... oh and i just noticed a bruise on my ass ... hmmm.. maybe mom is beating me up in my sleep hahaha...
*sneezes*...
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edea:
that's really all I can say...
that's really all I can say...
flakaseagulls:
yeah that's fantastic. i'm amazed at how many people who "have it all" are in therapy but people with a thousand "problems" get more out of their day.
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i used to get random phantom bruises during a period of my life then it just stopped. to this day i have no clue about it. anyway hoo-wah for central mass.
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i used to get random phantom bruises during a period of my life then it just stopped. to this day i have no clue about it. anyway hoo-wah for central mass.
god i have ate too much and i feel all blah i was usppose to do so much today but i just layed in bed and came online. got woken up by a friend who was mad i wasn't at her house giving her a haircut. god i didn't know i had to jump on her command. still trying to find a new job. so...
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kinnie:
Hey babe, thanks for the kind words. *hugs*
I hope to visit the east coast again... and I told Neil to give you a big kiss for me! hehe.
I hope to visit the east coast again... and I told Neil to give you a big kiss for me! hehe.