It feels strange, to be responsible, to look back on my life and wonder how much of a different person I would be if I would have grown up in a different environment.
If I would have grown up in a household that was more comfortable financially would I still have the same group of friends? Would I still have the same dreams and hopes? Would I still have posed for SG?
I remember people telling me to have fun in my teenage years because I would look back on them: "If I could relive my teenage years I would in a second!" Wow, if I had a quater everytime I was told that growing up.
You know what, you couldn't repay me to relive my teenage years. They were hell, I hated life, I had very few friends, I was always the "weird one". But I think about it, and if I had to go back and relive my teenage years and my childhood I don't think I would change many things. I would be scared I would end up a different person and I love my life the way it is now.
If I would have grown up in a household that was more comfortable financially would I still have the same group of friends? Would I still have the same dreams and hopes? Would I still have posed for SG?
I remember people telling me to have fun in my teenage years because I would look back on them: "If I could relive my teenage years I would in a second!" Wow, if I had a quater everytime I was told that growing up.
You know what, you couldn't repay me to relive my teenage years. They were hell, I hated life, I had very few friends, I was always the "weird one". But I think about it, and if I had to go back and relive my teenage years and my childhood I don't think I would change many things. I would be scared I would end up a different person and I love my life the way it is now.
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I had a rough time growing up, but I was fortunate to have good friends who really protected me from a lot of shit.
Don't look back...
Go forward girl.....
I dove into music, and haven't come up for air yet.