trillian

So the past couple weeks have been a roller coaster of pure ups and downs.

Midterms were non-exsistent in psychology so that was nice but as far as sociology goes, 126 questions dating back from the first class. I got a B+ on it. If I had gotten one more question right I would have gotten an A.

Spring break is just ending. I did nothing but work.

My car broke down the first day of spring break. I thought it was my transmission so I called my grandparents to see what I should do. They told me to take it to a shop that they knew. The next day, they told me that it was not my transmission but the rest of my car was falling apart. I had an old '82 Mazda with no shocks so this came as no surprise to me. What did come as a surprise was my grandparents taking me to their house, having one of their friends come over with a car, and ask me if I wanted it.
I could not believe this, they are sooooo kick ass. I have always been close to my grandparents and they have never been stringy with me but spending large amounts of money on me is one thing they have not been known to do. They bought me a '94 Geo Prism, perfect condition, nice stereo. I love it. They told me that I am doing so well in school and working so hard and that I could pay them back when I become a famous doctor.
I love my grandparents but anytime I hang out with them I leave feeling such an abudance of love and depression. I have come to realize in the past 5 years how old my grandparents really are, this is something I have always known but never really hit me until then. They have always been a large part of my life and I cannot imagine my life without them in it. I love being able to spend time with them but I always feel depressed afterwards because I know that they are not going to be here forever. I know this sounds stupid but I have this horrible habit of isolating myself whenever I get to close to someone that I know will leave. (before I moved to san francisco I had to force myself to hang out with people, I would rather just isolate so it is that much easier to say goodbye) This is a habit that if I notice it now, I will force myself to stop. But it is always difficult.

So in addition to still training to bartend, I also will pick up a bar-backing shift (those who do not know, cleaning glasses, grabbing more booze and ice, pretty much being the bartenders bitch ) at the same bar. Well, I was doing so this friday when a fight broke out, someone was stabbing and supposedly people ran upstairs, to the office. Well, while someone was in the office, they decided to help themselves to my wallet in my purse. My wallet with $500 in it for my rent. (my stupid fault for not taking the money out but no one is supposed to be allowed in the office except for employees) . This is sooooo fucked up. I thankfully still have my tax return check to pay my rent but this also means no new computer for me. . I will be able to afford a new one in a few months but I wanted it now. I feel violated. I work my ass off for my money and some asshole is out spending it.

Go and see Sin City. This is a wonderful visually stimulating movie. I love it.

This entry is getting to be quite long so I think I will give up for now.

Happy Monday everyone!

-what is the last movie you saw?
-if you are in school did you do anything for spring break?
-how have you been?

Trillian