trickypixie

The want and need for a job. We literally have about $25 between my bf and I and its just ..wow..I've never experienced that. Not that I've ever even had a lot of money, but enough to pay my bills, get my car from here to there, food, and the odd lil bits here and there. I was making it through and now its just like..wow I dont have any words.

I wouldnt say Im counting on becoming an SG to have that extra money but it would dman sure be nice. The more I look at my set the more I wish I had done it better, or done something better, and the more I start to not down it but its not gonna make me be an SG..lol..it was for lack of better terms a practice run, a lets do this, a be brave and show them what you've got, a let them see you and your flaws and give some girls hope kinda thing. ahhh but what can ya do. better next time. whenever we'll have the time for that..just blah..


Lately I have just been so munchie and just ugg...
I think its partly a depression with the move and not being near familty and the fact that my cousin who is basically my sister was a month away from having her first biological child and not with only about 2-3 weeks left I feel almost guilty for leaving.