trickynicki

I don't have a whole lot to say b/c I've been hiding from people. I have been really down lately and have been escaping under my covers whenever possible. I had a particularly bad night last night and was still quite upset about it when I awoke this morning (after 3hrs sleep) sucked it up, headed to work, and fell on a patch of ice, hurting my palms, knees, and side. Awesome. I was so frustrated that I asked to leave early when the next person came in and when my manager asked, "What's wrong?" I burst out in tears and she sent me home... sooo I also lost out on much needed money. Awesome. Man I hope tax returns come quickly. Pretty sure one of my best friends, Mia, is mad at me, b/c I haven't had time to see her, but that's really not my fault, and frankly it's a shitty reason to be mad. Even after I said "I'm sorry, I can't go out tonight, I'm busy and really sad and I don't want to move" she didn't even ask what was wrong, so that sucks. Basically I'm just sucking it up, trying to survive my 11hr workday tomorrow, and hoping that Sunday will bring a new and better week in which my friends are having a good week, my mom isn't being sued or having health issues, my dog doesn't die, 3 more ppl don't get promoted to the same level as me when I have been wanting a raise, I don't fall, I don't get dumped and feel like a fool, and I don't fail my exam which I thought I did well on. Yeah, all that was what the past few days entailed for me... fun huh? Oh yeah, and I have there weird splotches on my face from crying and headaches from being dehydrated from crying... go me.