trickynicki

I'm broke. It sucks. I'm feeling pretty down about all the people who are leaving my life, some of whom I have the sense to know that I will never see again. I hate letting ppl go. Usually I say I just hate people, but in reality, I adore them. The ones that are worth my time I build a very strong connection to and I take it hard when I don't have them anymore. It also doesn't help when I don't get to say goodbye or their last words are "well I probably won't see you again." Gee, thanks for that glimmer of hope guys. Aren't you just a little ray of sunshine. Boooo
So that's about it. I'm just trying to clean this weekend (you SG ppl are messy ) and perhaps start packing up little things for the move in a month, and chat with my buddy, whom I have always adored, but the more and more I find out, the more I think he is one of the most respectable men on the planet, and definitely on SG. Keep your head up sweetheart, you know who I mean, and whether or not you accept, I'll be there for you.

Leave love for: (long list this time)
Meow b/c she rocks, she's hot, and if someone pushes you she will run after them with her empty wine bottle.
Copper b/c I never really had a real convo with her until the last Havana, but wow, what a gorgeous gorgeous girl. Easily one of the most openminded, sweet people around.
Dika and tell her you hope her nekkidness is on the net soon and she just plain kicks ass.
ohash basically b/c she is one of my new favorite ppl, I heart her and we share the attention-whore hating gene.
JuggernautChild b/c she is the cutest little thing I have ever met and I'm so glad she came out with us. Can't wait to see a set up!
TikkiMonster b/c even if you think he is an ass (and he will be the 1st to admit that he is) he will still let you cry on his shoulder.
FastJetta wishing him luck on his new life out west.
DevilsReject b/c he is amazing and everyone needs a little reminder of just how wonderful they are sometimes.

EDIT:
Damnit I forgot my happy picture ending!