tricksi

So I'm patiently waiting (sort of) to see how my set goes. I'm feeling a little bit...iffy, I guess would be the word? But what would be the point to lose all hope when, in all actuality, nothing has really gone down yet. Just me being self-conscious and silly I suppose.

There've been about a million fucking things going down as of late, and as they go down? So do I. And not in any particularly polite way. People can't seem to keep the fuck out of my business or out of my life that really needn't be there at all. Idiots that I cut out long ago. And I wish that they would just stay there. But do they?

Hell no!

Why would they want to do that? They're running a real-life fucking Misery Incorporated straight from their own pathetic lives. And dragging me into it? I don't rightly think so. So fuck them. Fuck them all. From here on out? People are either for me or against me. And if they're against me? They had better be against me from as far away as fucking possible. Because I'm about to open up floodgates of cunt-hood that they never IMAGINED existed within me.

The only thing that I can even consider being that evil or that "up there" on my "Hell With You" list is the people that make promises that are empty to begin with, and never even bother trying to fill them. Why bother making arrangements to help someone out in need that REALLY needs it, if all you're going to do is fucking turn around and stomp on their necks when their heads are already on the chopping block?