I am officially annoyed! Ever since my bestest bud has left to go away for training before he gets shipped away to Afghanistan, I barely do anything. I miss him a lot because there was never any bullshit or drama, we just hang out and enjoy each other's company. I really miss that.

To top this off, a group of friends of mine that I really enjoy hanging out with planned this trip and went away this weekend and my girl and I never even got a call or an invite!!! It was like a slap in the face, because we always go away on these types of weekends with them and all of a sudden.... ditched!?%!?!?!?! My own brother was a part of it too.... %?!?! I just don't get it.

Even more annoying... I get a call from this one of my 'so-called' friends tonight, informing me that I should give her fiancee (another good friend of mine) a call because he is pissed off that I haven't been hanging out with them as much lately?!??!! I am in the wedding party and apparently, they are reconsidering it now.... because I haven't seen them in three weeks.... yeah, you heard me.... three weeks and they are questioning my friendship.... I have known them for over 10 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so fucking pissed off at my friends right now it is beyond me!! I told Lee tonight that I feel like all of a sudden, I have become this bad person or friend. I get so riled up about this too. I really need to just avoid this bullshit from now on. I'll be spending my energy on people that deserve it from now on. It's tough to go through this, especially when my best bud is away.

I needed to vent. I will digress and try not let these things get to me as much anymore. I am glad I got Lee. She is other best friend. I'm glad she's not crazy. She's hot too!

God, I hate drama.