So, I officially only have one week of holidays left on my vacation and I can't believe that I have already been on vacation for one week already. The past couple of months have been some of the most draining for me and I had been hoping that this vacation would provide me with some much needed R&R... Well, one week into it, I just feel drained!! I have been sleeping way too much and always feel tired. I guess I am catching up on some rest?!?!
I have also been experiencing the most random mood swings as well. Last week, right before the holidays started (to top off the terrible past couple of months) I found out my father has heart problems and that he had a heart attack in the summer and he had a false-alarm one last week as well. I think that that really put a lot of things into perpesctive for me. I have found myself being hit with really random urges to cry. For example, on X-Mas day, I was chilling watching tv, when I saw a preview for a double-feature Crocodile Dundee marathon... i started to cry?!?!?!?!?!?! It made me think of when my dad had brought me to see that movie when I was a kid and how much I loved it!!! I stated weeping like a child for like 10 minutes?!!?!?!!?!! I think that I am finally getting a lot of shit out of my system that has been clogged in there for a while. Really bizarre!!!
On a brighter note, I had a great X-Mas over all. No crazy family drama for once. Lee got me an XBOX 360 with some cool games!!! My plan for the rest of the holidays is to sit in front of my tv and do that, before school starts up again next week. I guess she spread the word to my bros, as I got a bunch of games from all of them!!! I got Guitar Hero II and III and the other night Rubix and Squrl4 came over to rock out... We all had a blast and that game is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too addictive. I think I got tendonitis.....
Aside from that, it is such a change of pace being of vacation. I am constantly feeling guilty for not doing anything, for relaxing. I am always Mr. Super-Busy Stressed-out dude and now that I have no obligations, I feel like I am doing some kind of wrong by being lazy... ahhhhhhhh well. I only gotz a week left.
Hope you all had pleasant times. I guess it is the time of year for us to reflect on our lives, given the time to do so, of course.
Peace out, home-styles!
Tricks
I have also been experiencing the most random mood swings as well. Last week, right before the holidays started (to top off the terrible past couple of months) I found out my father has heart problems and that he had a heart attack in the summer and he had a false-alarm one last week as well. I think that that really put a lot of things into perpesctive for me. I have found myself being hit with really random urges to cry. For example, on X-Mas day, I was chilling watching tv, when I saw a preview for a double-feature Crocodile Dundee marathon... i started to cry?!?!?!?!?!?! It made me think of when my dad had brought me to see that movie when I was a kid and how much I loved it!!! I stated weeping like a child for like 10 minutes?!!?!?!!?!! I think that I am finally getting a lot of shit out of my system that has been clogged in there for a while. Really bizarre!!!
On a brighter note, I had a great X-Mas over all. No crazy family drama for once. Lee got me an XBOX 360 with some cool games!!! My plan for the rest of the holidays is to sit in front of my tv and do that, before school starts up again next week. I guess she spread the word to my bros, as I got a bunch of games from all of them!!! I got Guitar Hero II and III and the other night Rubix and Squrl4 came over to rock out... We all had a blast and that game is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too addictive. I think I got tendonitis.....
Aside from that, it is such a change of pace being of vacation. I am constantly feeling guilty for not doing anything, for relaxing. I am always Mr. Super-Busy Stressed-out dude and now that I have no obligations, I feel like I am doing some kind of wrong by being lazy... ahhhhhhhh well. I only gotz a week left.
Hope you all had pleasant times. I guess it is the time of year for us to reflect on our lives, given the time to do so, of course.
Peace out, home-styles!
Tricks
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