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I'm forgetting things and my anxiety is totally hardcore. I'm either going off the birthcontrol pill or changing pills at the end of this cycle. I'm even thinking of IUD as an option but am worried about possible side effects or something. I doubt that I would need to do IUD now at all.

dear birthcontrol.
firstly, why do you only have to be for...
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I like Ben and Jerry's Half Baked ice cream.

nerdy things I've been up to:
- reading Preacher all the way through
- explaining Y: The Last Man to everyone at Matt's house
- playing Halo2 on Xbox
- playing Ghost Recon on networked computers
- watching Matt and Frank play Resident Evil 4
- being too terrified to actually play RE4.
- knowing basically everything that happens until where they both are in...
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I just gave my brother dreadlocks. They're awesome.

I gave my boyfriend strep throat. I don't feel that bad though because he went on and on about how his immune system won't let him get strep and all that.
sucker.
at the same time, I do feel bad because he has to work and it's going to knock him out and also. well. I don't want my little Muttu to be sick.

in...
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oh my god I feel so gross right now. I hate being sick. I hate not having someone to coddle me. I hate that I have to do shit tomorrow and I know that I'm going to have a hard time doing it. I have to write some cover letters still. STILL! I fucking hate doing this shit. I need to make cover letters for...
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I had a migraine this morning and had to leave my boyfriend's house without really being nice at all. I hope that he's not mad at me and doesn't feel rejected. I want so badly to feel better and just curl up with him on his couch and watch movies and eat nachos. Homemade nachos at that.

I like Matt a lot. And Matt likes...
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summer courses are stupid.

so it's June and it's a Sunday and tomorrow I'm building my boyfriend a picnic for after his exam.
maybe after that we will get THE DRUNK!

so earlier today my brother told me that he clicked the suicidegirls thing that was in his computer's history and was like. what the fuck. And was looking around (not logged in). My mom came into the room while he was looking, saw, turned and walked out. A minute later she came back and said to him "as long as it's not sadistic I don't...
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