I dont know realy, what is wrong at the moment, but something is clearly wrong with me. Besides the mass amounts of pain in my back, everything else is just falling apart in my mind. Im thinking this back stuff is beeing made up by my own head, and i dont know about this actualy, some mental problem trying to seek help? But what for? I dont think anything is wrong at all. But i can tell, something is creepings up behind me, crawling at my back, waiting to get into my head more.
The pain killers arent working, the hobbies are falling apart. An addiction to a damn internet video game ( world of warcraft ) , is clearly taking over my free time. Girls. are drama, but she isnt. Just in General. Im scared to go to my moms, i hate work, im thinking desk jockey for me would be best, because im good at it. But i love engines, i need to make more money, i need to get out of san diego.
Something is burrowing inside. Im scared for when it comes out. I need to tlak to someone.
Im glad i spoke to Aldo, my room mate, he understands.
clearly.
The pain killers arent working, the hobbies are falling apart. An addiction to a damn internet video game ( world of warcraft ) , is clearly taking over my free time. Girls. are drama, but she isnt. Just in General. Im scared to go to my moms, i hate work, im thinking desk jockey for me would be best, because im good at it. But i love engines, i need to make more money, i need to get out of san diego.
Something is burrowing inside. Im scared for when it comes out. I need to tlak to someone.
Im glad i spoke to Aldo, my room mate, he understands.
clearly.