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I talked with Sydni on the phone for two hours last night.

(for those of you that are just joining the program, she and I used to date and I haven't talked to her for about a year and a half now.)

It was pretty liberating clearing the bad air between us. We're just different people and I accept that and there's no reason for me to be a complete jackass towards her because of it.

I'm going through a weird High Fidelityesque "What does it all mean?" sort of thing right now, if you couldn't tell from the last journal. Bear with me because it could get weirder.

I'm really tired of just laying down and taking shit. I hate that I just let things happen and don't try to fight it. That shit is over with me.