Life never fails to let me down..
Because the universe fucking hates me and everything that makes me happy, I will be unable to participate in the shoot next weekend in Reno. Financially, it's just not feasible. Even though the lovely Sunshine was willing to cut me a deal on the package she was shooting for me, because my job sucks giant ball sacks, it's still not going to be possible for me. I have been crying about it yesterday and today. I think her SOOOO much for being so wonderful and thank Boomie for inviting me!
Yet another opportunity missed because of my job.
When is life going to go my way? When? I'm so sick of things NEVER working out for me. Where did I go wrong in life? I feel like I'm a pretty good person and I do my best in life, but I never seem to be rewarded for any of it. not that I do good things just for the karma AT ALL. But, COME ON!!!!
Ugh...
I just want to disappear. I feel like I've cried all the tears I've got.
Anyways.... Sorry for being such a downer AGAIN. I swear I hate being this way. But unfortunately... Such is my life.
Hope you all are doing better than I am.
EDIT: I'm not looking for pitty or donations or ANYTHING like that, I promise. Just venting. I do that from time to time.
Because the universe fucking hates me and everything that makes me happy, I will be unable to participate in the shoot next weekend in Reno. Financially, it's just not feasible. Even though the lovely Sunshine was willing to cut me a deal on the package she was shooting for me, because my job sucks giant ball sacks, it's still not going to be possible for me. I have been crying about it yesterday and today. I think her SOOOO much for being so wonderful and thank Boomie for inviting me!
Yet another opportunity missed because of my job.
When is life going to go my way? When? I'm so sick of things NEVER working out for me. Where did I go wrong in life? I feel like I'm a pretty good person and I do my best in life, but I never seem to be rewarded for any of it. not that I do good things just for the karma AT ALL. But, COME ON!!!!
Ugh...
I just want to disappear. I feel like I've cried all the tears I've got.
Anyways.... Sorry for being such a downer AGAIN. I swear I hate being this way. But unfortunately... Such is my life.
Hope you all are doing better than I am.
EDIT: I'm not looking for pitty or donations or ANYTHING like that, I promise. Just venting. I do that from time to time.
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stcyr:
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blackheartdown:
That is a shame. Things will work out eventually, you will find a better job, you will get to do a shoot, and everyone will be happy (except for maybe Vans 
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