Take a shower and shine your shoes, you've got no time to lose, you are young men you must be living!
This fight is not worth fighting...
To those of you who are fans of early 2000s music (maybe late 90s..? Can't remember) this song is amazing. I used to sing this song with my friends at jam sessions when I was suuuuuuper young. Good times. Amazing message and story. Sort of what's on my mind today...
Well, my SG community, I think I'm gonna need to take a little break from the site. In recent days I have inadvertently hurt feelings, been back stabbed, and wrapped up in all sorts of absurd drama. I've had to change the setting on my account, delete people, etc.
This is NOT what this community is supposed to be about.
I always found solace and piece of mind here, with all you incredible people. Ever since I joined a couple years ago, I have had nothing but amazing life experiences.
....Until recently. Never have I ever been so disgusted by the behavior of supposed "adults" and their actions towards myself. It makes me sick.
I have come a long way in my recovery from mental illness and I have been extremely open about it with you guys because I believe that sometimes by sharing my experiences, I can help others. And I love so many of you and wanted to be open with you. I have pretty much poured the contents of my heart out to you all since day one. It's who I am.
The majority of you have never been a problem for me! But in recent days, people have torn me down and stabbed me in the back and lied about me and frankly, I don't have it in me to fight it anymore.
I am trying my damnedest to keep some sense of normalcy, some pattern of positivity in my life and in recent days that has been torn down by some people I don't even know as well as people who I thought were my friends. I cannot have so much negativity in my life right now because the more it surrounds me, the more I sink into this hole of despair. My heart can't handle that any more.
Please note: 80% of you are not the problem!!! The people in my top 8 are important to me and many more of you, who regularly read and comment on my blogs, etc are not the problem. So, please do not take this break personal. I just.... need to breathe.
I AM NOT QUITTING THIS SITE!!! By any means at all. I just need to breathe for a couple days. I will be checking my personal messages and such for those of you who would like to continue to communicate, and to those that I love so much. I just need a couple days to think things through. I can't be surrounded by such negativity.
To you, you know who you are, I love you. This is not because of you. We just need to get this all figured out.
I will be back in a few days, my lovely friends.
XOXOX
Trekka
This fight is not worth fighting...
To those of you who are fans of early 2000s music (maybe late 90s..? Can't remember) this song is amazing. I used to sing this song with my friends at jam sessions when I was suuuuuuper young. Good times. Amazing message and story. Sort of what's on my mind today...
Well, my SG community, I think I'm gonna need to take a little break from the site. In recent days I have inadvertently hurt feelings, been back stabbed, and wrapped up in all sorts of absurd drama. I've had to change the setting on my account, delete people, etc.
This is NOT what this community is supposed to be about.
I always found solace and piece of mind here, with all you incredible people. Ever since I joined a couple years ago, I have had nothing but amazing life experiences.
....Until recently. Never have I ever been so disgusted by the behavior of supposed "adults" and their actions towards myself. It makes me sick.
I have come a long way in my recovery from mental illness and I have been extremely open about it with you guys because I believe that sometimes by sharing my experiences, I can help others. And I love so many of you and wanted to be open with you. I have pretty much poured the contents of my heart out to you all since day one. It's who I am.
The majority of you have never been a problem for me! But in recent days, people have torn me down and stabbed me in the back and lied about me and frankly, I don't have it in me to fight it anymore.
I am trying my damnedest to keep some sense of normalcy, some pattern of positivity in my life and in recent days that has been torn down by some people I don't even know as well as people who I thought were my friends. I cannot have so much negativity in my life right now because the more it surrounds me, the more I sink into this hole of despair. My heart can't handle that any more.
Please note: 80% of you are not the problem!!! The people in my top 8 are important to me and many more of you, who regularly read and comment on my blogs, etc are not the problem. So, please do not take this break personal. I just.... need to breathe.
I AM NOT QUITTING THIS SITE!!! By any means at all. I just need to breathe for a couple days. I will be checking my personal messages and such for those of you who would like to continue to communicate, and to those that I love so much. I just need a couple days to think things through. I can't be surrounded by such negativity.
To you, you know who you are, I love you. This is not because of you. We just need to get this all figured out.
I will be back in a few days, my lovely friends.
XOXOX
Trekka
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boomie:
Miss you pretty!
christopher_:
Thanx for your help on my recent success !!!! Without you this wouldn't have happened this way for me !!!! <3