I need perspective...
So in love with this version of John Lennon's Imagine...
Fuck fuck fuck fuck.... I want out of my head. I'm trapped in here and I can't get out. I am soooo overly anxious and I literally don't know why. I find myself getting bored and agitated incredibly easily. I feel my nails dragging at my skin and the wheels turning in my head and knots forming in my gut.
The thing is, nothing is wrong. Like, I have money, a job, my man, friends, my family. I haven't been stressed about work or bills or any of the shit that usually makes me trip. So what the fuck is my problem? Ugh...
Someone get me out of this funk! NOW! Please! I don't care how, just make me snap the fuck out of this!
OK! To change the mood, 10 Things About Me that you probably don't know:
1) I recently (last night) found out I have BDD -Body Dysmorphic Disorder (surprise surprise)
2) I have 2 older step brothers who are the scum of the earth, however one of them has 2 boys (12 yrs old and 13) and I love them like my own
3) I like 100% of the world's animals more than I like 95% of the world's humans
4) My mom played Carole King's album Tapestry throughout her entire pregnancy with me and when I was a kid, I knew the whole album by heart without having heard it since.
5) My parents divorced when I was 2 1/2 years old. It was probably the best thing that ever happened to my family. I am still incredibly close to BOTH my parents.
6) Every time I enter an intersection on a yellow light, I kiss my hand and touch the ceiling of my Jeep and hold it there until I am out. OCD much?!
7) I have 5 extremely close friends.
Mandy is pregnant with baby number 2, has a 4 year old, a husband, goes to school and works. Never see her.
Beastwars (Meghan) is a flake, but she can roundhouse like a mother fucker! Never see her either...
Sixxer I see every day at work, thank god.
Chryseis lives WAY too far away.
And Zepp lives even further.
And I think they are ALL prettier than I.
8) I was teased for being fat my entire childhood and part of my adulthood. I had a total of 6 friends throughout high school. Douches....
9) I would rather not eat at all most days, but I LOVE food.
10) When I was 10, I had a major crush on Jonathan Taylor Thomas
So.... there's that! Haha! Not much else to say I suppose...
Hmmmmmm
Tanning bed strip!
But I'll only let you see if you give me fun tips on how to get out of this funk I'm in.
So in love with this version of John Lennon's Imagine...
Fuck fuck fuck fuck.... I want out of my head. I'm trapped in here and I can't get out. I am soooo overly anxious and I literally don't know why. I find myself getting bored and agitated incredibly easily. I feel my nails dragging at my skin and the wheels turning in my head and knots forming in my gut.
The thing is, nothing is wrong. Like, I have money, a job, my man, friends, my family. I haven't been stressed about work or bills or any of the shit that usually makes me trip. So what the fuck is my problem? Ugh...
Someone get me out of this funk! NOW! Please! I don't care how, just make me snap the fuck out of this!
OK! To change the mood, 10 Things About Me that you probably don't know:
1) I recently (last night) found out I have BDD -Body Dysmorphic Disorder (surprise surprise)
2) I have 2 older step brothers who are the scum of the earth, however one of them has 2 boys (12 yrs old and 13) and I love them like my own
3) I like 100% of the world's animals more than I like 95% of the world's humans
4) My mom played Carole King's album Tapestry throughout her entire pregnancy with me and when I was a kid, I knew the whole album by heart without having heard it since.
5) My parents divorced when I was 2 1/2 years old. It was probably the best thing that ever happened to my family. I am still incredibly close to BOTH my parents.
6) Every time I enter an intersection on a yellow light, I kiss my hand and touch the ceiling of my Jeep and hold it there until I am out. OCD much?!
7) I have 5 extremely close friends.
Mandy is pregnant with baby number 2, has a 4 year old, a husband, goes to school and works. Never see her.
Beastwars (Meghan) is a flake, but she can roundhouse like a mother fucker! Never see her either...
Sixxer I see every day at work, thank god.
Chryseis lives WAY too far away.
And Zepp lives even further.
And I think they are ALL prettier than I.
8) I was teased for being fat my entire childhood and part of my adulthood. I had a total of 6 friends throughout high school. Douches....
9) I would rather not eat at all most days, but I LOVE food.
10) When I was 10, I had a major crush on Jonathan Taylor Thomas
So.... there's that! Haha! Not much else to say I suppose...
Hmmmmmm
Tanning bed strip!
But I'll only let you see if you give me fun tips on how to get out of this funk I'm in.
Mkay! Now HELP MEEEEEEE and insert tips below! Love you guys!
Peachee
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xo Reuby girl. You are so amazing.
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I will see you soon. I will look into this right now, in fact. <3
The bulldog picture just made MY morning .. those are my current puppylove. They have baby ones at the local puppy store I go to sometimes when I am down, and I recently described their as giant slobbering piles of lovey-pancakes on the floor .. which occasionally peek up from under more pancakes. Just the way they smash down. So fat and rolley. The one had its belly upturned in the heat and it was just so .. :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]