Ok, Im writing this into my NOT-online diary because I want to review it later. I dont trust my inebriated self anymore.. Im embarrassing. especially to myself.
<entry placed on hold by sober me>
fuck it.... no-one I ever knew will ever look at this anyway.
How do I expect to have anyone understand..........
fuck it
read it and decide for your own motherfucking self...........................................................
SATURDAY MARCH 26 2005 8:23 AM
Ok, Im writing this into my NOT-online diary because I want to review it later. I dont trust my inebriated self anymore.. Im embarrassing. especially to myself.
I think Ive come to the realization that I really AM looking for a quote suicide girl in the fact that I dont feel I can have a good relationship with a quote normal girl
I found myself wondering after a SG chick tonight. She has been into the bar a couple times in the past month. I wont say *lusting* as its a genuine interest. More than just a damn! That chicks hot! Look at her style and wow! She has a great tattoo on the middle of her back! As far as I know she isnt a real SG, but she fits the description
I *think* Ive swapped a little positive eye time with her, but I cant tell anymore
But this is not the point.
I find her exponentially more intriguing than the other *hot* college chicks.
(and believe me. they are HOT college chicks)
And no... Im not creeping around SG trying to hook up with younger chicks. (I'll just get that out of the way...)
I would however greatly enjoy the company of ladies that are . not typical ignorant college tards.
So if Im trying to chat with you, remember that it isnt necessarily because I want to hook up with you. Even though you might be unequivocally beautiful, I think a little conversation is what Im after at this point.
Stimulating banter is what my life lacks.
My friends girlfriends are great girls, but I have trouble connecting with them as they are so sheltered, and dont understand my totally weird side
I think maybe I have accidentally found the right place for me to interact with the opposite sex! I think the girls on this site are probably closer to my mindset than I could find anywhere.
Well thats a lot to unload. I dont think anyone is really reading my posts and Im still a lurker. This might be better in the end
I refuse to go about brandishing the fact that no-one has commented on anything Ive said so far. I expect as much.
Well. Its morning.. and I think Ill throw this up anyway to hell with the waiting period.
Well see if it makes it past Sober Chriss scrutiny later this weekend.
<entry placed on hold by sober me>
fuck it.... no-one I ever knew will ever look at this anyway.
How do I expect to have anyone understand..........
fuck it
read it and decide for your own motherfucking self...........................................................
SATURDAY MARCH 26 2005 8:23 AM
Ok, Im writing this into my NOT-online diary because I want to review it later. I dont trust my inebriated self anymore.. Im embarrassing. especially to myself.
I think Ive come to the realization that I really AM looking for a quote suicide girl in the fact that I dont feel I can have a good relationship with a quote normal girl
I found myself wondering after a SG chick tonight. She has been into the bar a couple times in the past month. I wont say *lusting* as its a genuine interest. More than just a damn! That chicks hot! Look at her style and wow! She has a great tattoo on the middle of her back! As far as I know she isnt a real SG, but she fits the description
I *think* Ive swapped a little positive eye time with her, but I cant tell anymore
But this is not the point.
I find her exponentially more intriguing than the other *hot* college chicks.
(and believe me. they are HOT college chicks)
And no... Im not creeping around SG trying to hook up with younger chicks. (I'll just get that out of the way...)
I would however greatly enjoy the company of ladies that are . not typical ignorant college tards.
So if Im trying to chat with you, remember that it isnt necessarily because I want to hook up with you. Even though you might be unequivocally beautiful, I think a little conversation is what Im after at this point.
Stimulating banter is what my life lacks.
My friends girlfriends are great girls, but I have trouble connecting with them as they are so sheltered, and dont understand my totally weird side
I think maybe I have accidentally found the right place for me to interact with the opposite sex! I think the girls on this site are probably closer to my mindset than I could find anywhere.
Well thats a lot to unload. I dont think anyone is really reading my posts and Im still a lurker. This might be better in the end
I refuse to go about brandishing the fact that no-one has commented on anything Ive said so far. I expect as much.
Well. Its morning.. and I think Ill throw this up anyway to hell with the waiting period.
Well see if it makes it past Sober Chriss scrutiny later this weekend.