trauma

Crossfade - Cold

It's the last week of november, this year has gone extremely fast. I have one month home and little rest. I'm already conjuring up new trips. Christmas is coming, there's a wishlist brewing, but I don't know.

The one thing I want this year that I asked for the last 3 or so years, isn't in my immediate future, at least I don't see it. At least not in this dumb ass city.

I'm already thinking of saving all my money, packing up, and leave for the frigid ass climate of Alaska to be on my own. Or I could emigrate to any country in the world. I just want to leave CA, leave all the sadness, anger, and drama behind and make a new start. I just want to get away.