trauma

I gave up trying to chase you
You strike me with words hard as steel
What fucking more can I do?
It's just a simple line, I don't know anything else


Soon I'll find you
Then I'll come for you
We'll escape this place together
This juvenile hell we called home
You and me together, I'll love you forever



Surrounded by chaos, yet you make the healing quicker
My grievous wounds heal with your love
Broken, I stand while trying to wonder
Why are you by my side?
When you could have any hopeless cute fuck of a man you want


I don't know why I feel poetic, but yet, I have to go very graphic.

A VIOLENT REACTION by American Head Charge
lead me around
nurse my broken wing
with all the promises
you can never honor
I just dont care enough
to react to vain attempts
sent only to perpetuate
one's selfish little world
you wont see what ive become
youll wait and watch and still
youre only let down
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
now here I stand
for nothing no one at all
I lead you down
begging to touch you in the cold
you give me a reason
I will not be the one
through all the nonsense
there is a constant
you wont see what ive become
youll wait and watch and still
youre only let down
cause this feeling
has dawned the face of you
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
you wont see what ive become
cause this feeling
has dawned the face of you
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive