My Mood

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This is somewhat directed @godiva because she started me on this.

I am an asshole. I was an asshole when I signed up for this site and though my opinions have shifted a great deal I am still an asshole.

So when I see people eager to drink poison…that problem fixes itself. We just have to endure it.


Tamfo Bebre. African Adinkra Symbol. Usually carved
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godiva:
Yes. I am not malicious.  But this could've been prevented. So karma can come knock on their doors.
trates:
My line of work put in the front row for that. The good and bad.

Coin Roll

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trates:
Top Row starting Left: Hold Fast Coin, Umathorbe EDC Hummingbone, Pete’s Pirate Life V4 in Copper, Pete’s Pirate Life V5.                       Mid Row: BLVCK EDC Ghost Pirate, BLVCK EDC Continental, Pete’s Pirate Life V3, Pete’s Pirate Life SoS.                                                                              Bottom Row: Carpe Diem EDC Carpe Noctem coin (MY FIRST ONE), BLVCK EDC Hive coin, Mendoza Admiral V3, Pete’s Pirate Life Glory coin. The pouch is is Peso Pouch by Pirate Goods.

One of those days…

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One of those days. The days when I leave my pocketknife and pistol at home in a timed case and wonder where precisely in my life it all went sideways.

I had times when I coulda gone worse. Defaulted to hating…everyone. I didn’t and thought that was the correct move.

Apathy was comfortable. It still feels comfortable. I don’t want to think about my mistakes....
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sorcerer333:
There’s a solace in apathy, but that’s not really sentient life. That’s just a reversion to our primal days. I’ve experienced both, and I’d personally rather take the risk of truly living, and that means getting hurt from time to time. Is a bland existence enough for you, or do you crave more while you’ve got the time to experience it?
trates:
When I was younger I did. Now it seems like surviving to the next leaves me unsure of whether I won or lost. My risks left scars and a lot of dark feelings I deliberately ignore.