transmutated

Sometimes, the only thing I have is question.
Sometimes, the only thing understood is understated.
Sometimes, I wish I had a better feel for my surroundings.
Sometimes, I wish there was an answere.
Insecurity...sometimes, sometimes I just dont get what could be wrong to cause this.

I hate sleeping alone. If there is a super flaw with me, its sleeping alone.

I dont understand things sometimes. And I go the wrong direction. I guess I dont really have a true understanding of what is going on. Maybe I'm not looking in the right direction. Maybe I need to listen better. Or maybe I need to loosen up. Maybe its just me.

I need cigarettes.

I'm in a bad mood.
I'm confused.

I could have done with out a better part of this weekend.

I need regulation.
I need consistency.
I need to be better at this.
I need to be stable.

|end|