It's been ages since I did one of these.
My sleep pattern is buggered again, check the time.
I can't talk about girls in here. Girls can read LJ's. Ho hum.
Mithy and Sophie are amazing. I need to move out. Independence looks like it might rule.
I'm still unemployed. kill me now.
I've been asked to be a standby for a band to do a tour on. Amazing. That'll be so good if that happens, I'll at last get to drum in front of people, for the first time in yonks. It'll be amazing. But it does require the other drummer to drop out, which would suck. Still, a UK tour!!
I'm not bothering with a lot of my friends nowadays. I dont talk to them on MSN. It's not that I dont like them anymore, I've just realised there are only so many times you can come online and read "HIIIIIII!! I need help with my PC!! CAN YOU HELP???" before you realise they're not friends, they're people who met you a few times and learnt that you know how to use a PC.
i refused to write about it in my LJ before now, but I guess I should. Becky wrote something really spiteful on punktastic a week ago, and it's still getting to me now. I don't wanna talk about it really, but she said stuff about sex which hurt my feelings. I must have told her a thousand times about how harriet dented my attitudes towards sex enormously, and how its taken me years to nearly get it back, but she's right there, with a sledgehammer, destroying my confidence again. I don't even know what would make her so spiteful, but it pisses me off. I'm totally selfish though, I want all my friends who know her to delete her from their LJ and stuff. Only because I don't want to see the shit she comments on in their LJ. The way I break up is forever, I don't want her lingering. Selfish selfish me.
I should document now that I have a love of fruit machines right now. This post might be the first one to document my gambling downfall, but it's unlikely.
I realised today, music might be much better if I stopped analysing every song I listen to and just enjoy it. That'd make a pleasant change.
I'm still playing guitar with the wrong fingers. I need to pack it in.
Lurchfest soon. I really hope Katy comes with me. I really hope another girl doesnt go though. But lets not talk about that !
I've got an SG account for another 3 months, paid by my darling chummo alex. She's amazing, and her set goes up soon. W00t.
I need to book driving lessons tomorrow. I waited for my next door neighbour to get back from holiday so that I could use the same instructor his daughter had, but the guy has moved away, so I've gotta use a different BSM instructor.
Man, Mae are much better than I remember.
My health is ok over all. My arms are getting bigger and bigger. I hated having puny arms as a kid, then the other day dad asked me to move some stuff up to the shed from the car. I did it and dad was like "there's another bag yet". He hadn't realised I'd taken both bags at once. When I told him he accused me of lying. Seems I'm stronger than even Dad will believe now.
I wish I was fit enough to just join the police force. That would make my life a breeze. Well, easier, and I'd like to do it. I guess I can work at it...
I made my Xmas list for this year. Looks good.
Decided my ambitiom is gonna go beyond owning a trans am. I want to run an American Classics garage. It doesn't sound like much of an ambition, but it's my dream and it's just for me. I guess I can be selfish twice in an LJ post... I'd say I'm quite a people person and understand people quite well, and selling stuff at Qi was ultra easy. Man, thinking about Qi has got me all pissed off. They can fuck off.
I'm lucky to have such great friends. I hope they realise how much they mean to me. <3
My phone is cut off. I don't have the money to pay it now, and I'm blowing my next JSA on lurchfest and maybe if katy is nice enough to me, going to see her. As long as 02 don't send moody messages I'll be ok.
I sent Kiera a parcel. She said it was awesome, but I dunno how much attention she's really paid it. I hope she likes it.
I bleached my hair again. Got sophie to do it for me
looks ace. Feels amazing. Need a haircut really though.
oh, and I'll finish this by posting some amazing cars up. Favourite?
My dream trans am is in there. *sigh*
Anyways, bed for me. Its taken me 20 minutes to fart about with this LJ entry. You'd better all comment!
Also, if my pictures haven't worked in this entry, there shall be tears.
My sleep pattern is buggered again, check the time.
I can't talk about girls in here. Girls can read LJ's. Ho hum.
Mithy and Sophie are amazing. I need to move out. Independence looks like it might rule.
I'm still unemployed. kill me now.
I've been asked to be a standby for a band to do a tour on. Amazing. That'll be so good if that happens, I'll at last get to drum in front of people, for the first time in yonks. It'll be amazing. But it does require the other drummer to drop out, which would suck. Still, a UK tour!!
I'm not bothering with a lot of my friends nowadays. I dont talk to them on MSN. It's not that I dont like them anymore, I've just realised there are only so many times you can come online and read "HIIIIIII!! I need help with my PC!! CAN YOU HELP???" before you realise they're not friends, they're people who met you a few times and learnt that you know how to use a PC.
i refused to write about it in my LJ before now, but I guess I should. Becky wrote something really spiteful on punktastic a week ago, and it's still getting to me now. I don't wanna talk about it really, but she said stuff about sex which hurt my feelings. I must have told her a thousand times about how harriet dented my attitudes towards sex enormously, and how its taken me years to nearly get it back, but she's right there, with a sledgehammer, destroying my confidence again. I don't even know what would make her so spiteful, but it pisses me off. I'm totally selfish though, I want all my friends who know her to delete her from their LJ and stuff. Only because I don't want to see the shit she comments on in their LJ. The way I break up is forever, I don't want her lingering. Selfish selfish me.
I should document now that I have a love of fruit machines right now. This post might be the first one to document my gambling downfall, but it's unlikely.
I realised today, music might be much better if I stopped analysing every song I listen to and just enjoy it. That'd make a pleasant change.
I'm still playing guitar with the wrong fingers. I need to pack it in.
Lurchfest soon. I really hope Katy comes with me. I really hope another girl doesnt go though. But lets not talk about that !
I've got an SG account for another 3 months, paid by my darling chummo alex. She's amazing, and her set goes up soon. W00t.
I need to book driving lessons tomorrow. I waited for my next door neighbour to get back from holiday so that I could use the same instructor his daughter had, but the guy has moved away, so I've gotta use a different BSM instructor.
Man, Mae are much better than I remember.
My health is ok over all. My arms are getting bigger and bigger. I hated having puny arms as a kid, then the other day dad asked me to move some stuff up to the shed from the car. I did it and dad was like "there's another bag yet". He hadn't realised I'd taken both bags at once. When I told him he accused me of lying. Seems I'm stronger than even Dad will believe now.
I wish I was fit enough to just join the police force. That would make my life a breeze. Well, easier, and I'd like to do it. I guess I can work at it...
I made my Xmas list for this year. Looks good.
Decided my ambitiom is gonna go beyond owning a trans am. I want to run an American Classics garage. It doesn't sound like much of an ambition, but it's my dream and it's just for me. I guess I can be selfish twice in an LJ post... I'd say I'm quite a people person and understand people quite well, and selling stuff at Qi was ultra easy. Man, thinking about Qi has got me all pissed off. They can fuck off.
I'm lucky to have such great friends. I hope they realise how much they mean to me. <3
My phone is cut off. I don't have the money to pay it now, and I'm blowing my next JSA on lurchfest and maybe if katy is nice enough to me, going to see her. As long as 02 don't send moody messages I'll be ok.
I sent Kiera a parcel. She said it was awesome, but I dunno how much attention she's really paid it. I hope she likes it.
I bleached my hair again. Got sophie to do it for me
looks ace. Feels amazing. Need a haircut really though.
oh, and I'll finish this by posting some amazing cars up. Favourite?
My dream trans am is in there. *sigh*
Anyways, bed for me. Its taken me 20 minutes to fart about with this LJ entry. You'd better all comment!
Also, if my pictures haven't worked in this entry, there shall be tears.
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Two days a week, AND it's well paid AND I can look how I want (I had red and black hair for a while, and always wear my normal clothes). I love working for a university.
This is the one. I was close to buying one once, a '66 Dodge Coronet. But I couldn't sell my 64 Comet in time to get the money.
I imagine the prices for these cars must be crazy in the UK.