trans_am_phoenix

So the girl I like has gone home after our hours together. She is literally the best thing that's happened to me in a few years.


We just connected so strongly it was like we'd known each other for months. I was dead nervous when she came over, then I made her some tea, we browsed punktastic together whilst she sat in my lap, and then I kissed her. Just like I'd always wanted to. It was hardly romantic sat in front of PT, but like, She was so hot I couldn't help myself. And after she kissed me it made my lips feel all special. It was dead weird. If I knew the secret to that I'd steal it and use it on every girl i fancied. But I won't need to for a while, because straight after I had to ask her out. And she said yes! My Girlfriend drought has come to a close and it was well worth the wait. She's so hot, just the right height for a good hug and a cute kiss. And she's the best kisser. Mmmm. And she's got the perfect personality for me - Can take a joke, and likes to have a laugh. I'm so lucky.


yeah so we watched a film for a bit. Or at least tried. We ended up being naughty or whatever, and I promised myself I wouldn't as the relationship wasn't meant to be based on it (see also: every other relationship I've ever been in), but I couldn't help myself. It's cool though, there is so much other stuff I'm dead serious about with her that it was just fun and addition to an already ace relationship. I dunno if I should have written that here, but it was on my mind. Hmm.

So yeah, we did everything together, stayed up talking and kissing till it was light, and then I snuck off and went to sleep in the spare room for a bit (my parents are LAME). Then I set my alarm for a couple of hours later and went and slipped into bed with her. She was still asleep, so it was ace to see her eyes open and her smile and kiss me when she saw me, as we snuggled in our bedclothes. It felt really right, I'd never have guessed we'd been together for such a short time.

She said she was hungry and stuff, and I'd smuggled some chocolate upstairs the night before, so I fed her some while we had the telly on and was ripping everything in sight. After a bit of fooling around and telling each other what we meant to each other (some scary words were thrown around by both parties but I can't get enough of her..) and then we got up and got ready for her to get home. We were in bed for about 4 hours mind, so it's not like she was going right away.

She then helped herself to making tea in my kitchen. I didn't say anything but I *loved* that. She was all independant and not fucking about, and just taking control of the kitchen like it was hers. It showed she wasn't like some kid over at a mates house pestering about for food and stuff and being indirect. Anyways...

Yeah so we went to the coach station and I kissed her goodbye and engulfed her in a big hug. I get to see her again in a couple of days and I can't wait. She means tons to me and I think she knows.








I've just re read all that and compared it to an old post. I have actually gone from a big tough guy who likes eating bricks and playing in cars to some namby pamby pussy who likes to give girls chocolate in bed.

I would like to reassure you I am the same person.

And I'm not gonna write many more "pass the bucket" posts. I'll get sick of them soon as well.


It'll get good when we argue though. Hahah.

I hope she doesn't read that :|