tranceminus

I guess I just broke up with my GF. I have no one else that I feel like talking to ATM, so I thought I might as well entertain a few of you.

Ex-GF: okay how am i supossed to knoiw you better if all we do is fight
Me: We have to stop fighting?
Me: I think that would be the first step
Ex-GF: yeh
Me: Can you remember a single time I've ever gotten pissed other than when you bit me that one time, and when you wouldnt give me a bite of your burger / a cigarette?
Me: Cuz im trying to remember
Ex-GF: shutup now youre just trying to start a fight
Me: no im not
Ex-GF: mhmm
Me: im just trying to show you that im not super emotional at all
Ex-GF: by proving that im a bitch?
Ex-GF: bad idea
Me: Who the fuck said anything like that?
Me: You're just emotional
Me: I never said bitch
Me: And i feel that if we REALLY want to solve our problems
Me: We have to look at the situation TRUTHFULLY
Me: I feel that I have certain morals that are very strict, and that whenever someone crosses the boundary of one of those is the only time i get pissed
Me: And i feel that you are super emotional
Me: Maybe not so much morals, but philosophies
Me: Also, if you just keep fucking closing up, or avoiding it every time we try to have this out in the open we arent going to be able to solve shit
Ex-GF: yes because everything is my fault
Me: Ok, I just wrote 10 messages all pertaining to our problems
Me: Correct?
Me: You weren't writing anything back
Me: Correct?
Me: How the hell is it that when i put that out into the open it suddenly becomes a personal attack?
Me: You need to stop seeing everything I say or do as a personal attack
Me: Like yesterday
Me: I told you something that I don't just tell everyone every day
Me: And what did you do? You said "Gotta go, bye"
Ex-GF: what are you talking about
Me: When you were at Alex's house
Ex-GF: yes but what did you say
Me: haha
Me: ok
(Too personal to share)
Me: and yeah
Me: thats just fucking bullshit
Ex-GF: i had to go!
Me: you accuse me of not caring about you or having any empathy
Me: omg
Ex-GF: his step dad was like i want to get on the computer
Me: whatever, that was just really fucking hard on my part and then without any fucking explanation at all you leave and i dont talk to you until the next day
Me: and it seems like this every time i try to open up to you
Me: like when we fought at wills house about the hamburger
Me: and then you came back into the room
Me: and were standing there
Me: and i tried to explain to you why that pissed me off so much
Me: and i started getting tears in my eyes and i didnt want you to see so i sat down on the couch
Me: and then you got angry all over again and ran into will's room and slammed the door, as if I was doing something wrong
Ex-GF: you were crying about a hamburger?
Ex-GF: WELL YOU WALKED AWAY
Me: omfg
Ex-GF: HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPOSSED TO KNOW WHEN YOURE CRYING
Me: i didnt cry about a fucking hamburger
Me: i cried because its the story of my fucking life
Me: giving everything i have to everyone around me
Me: and when it comes their turn for the SMALLEST favor
Me: i get rejected
Me: thats how it's ALWAYS fucking been for me
Me: ALWAYS
Me: and thats why i got so pissed
Me: and thats WHY i get so pissed when i ask you for small things and you say no
Me: because how many times have i spent my last penny to get you food or given you my last cigarette or just simply given you whatever i've had to give
Me: and then i ask for the TINIEST MOST UNIMPORTANT STUPIDEST THING
Me: a BITE of a FUCKING burger
Me: and you say no
Me: and that REALLY fucking hurt me
Me: but yeah hey, dont bother responding or anything
Ex-GF: okay
Me: see
Me: this is exactly what im fucking talking about
Me: every time i open up to you, i get NOTHING
Me: whatever
Ex-GF: YEH FINE WHATEVER
Ex-GF: i changed my mind im busy tomorrow and probably for a few months
Ex-GF: dont even bother youre an asshole
Me: Are you saying that what i just said was untrue?
Ex-GF: no but im saying you attack me when i have nothing to say
Me: Okay, so what i was saying was true then, every time i've opened up to you, you've said nothing?
Me: How the fuck can you turn that into me being an asshole?
Ex-GF: YOURE FUCKUING ATTACKING ME BECAUSE I DONT HAVE SHIT TO SAY TO YOU
Me: Don't you think I have the TINIEST reason to be a little upset that every time I've tried to talk to you, you've said nothing?
Ex-GF: yeh really tiny
Me: Seriously, when you bring me problems, I TRY really hard to just say anything at all
Ex-GF: which makes me feel worse
Me: lol
Me: WELL AT LEAST I TRY
Ex-GF: you should really think about being a phsycologist or something
Me: I HONESTLY try
Me: Why's that?
Ex-GF: sarcasm
Ex-GF: why should i try when all you do is yell at me
Me: Omfg
Me: Don't victimize yourself so much
Ex-GF: youre like jenney youre so dramatic ket me prove that im not while calling you a bitch at the same time
Me: Go up and quote one time
Me: when i've called you ANY name
Ex-GF: you dont have to say it
Ex-GF: youre being an idiot
Me: How?
Ex-GF: and right now i seriously feel like not hanging out with you ever
Ex-GF: because youre probably either going to be an asshole,or an even bigger asshole
Me: Tell me where I've been an asshole
Me: Or unreasonable
Me: Because if you're telling me that I have no right to be emotional right now over what I just told you, then that's wrong
Me: Is that what you're saying? That I have absolutely no right to be angry or emotional over what I said?
Ex-GF: yes cause im always wrong
Ex-GF: eat a fuckling dick
Me: You keep saying that
Ex-GF: leave me alone
Me: Why don't you try dealing with the fucking problem instead of evading all the time
Ex-GF: the problem is you
Me: No, it really isn't
Ex-GF: why should i deal with it when it will go away if i ignore it
Me: That's not a way to deal with your problems in life
Me: Ignoring them is the worst thing you could possibly do
Ex-GF: LEAVE ME ALONE VIRGIL
Me: Alright, lates
Ex-GF signed off at 7:04:35 PM.