so i was all emo for a while.. now in 2 day ive gotton 2 job offers.. and i have to choose!! im not a looser after all!!lol.. buckle associate.. or manager at journeys,,, gaaa.. its hard but ill prolly go w journeys.. more money and better pay... on a side note.. wtf happened to chat? everyone good is gone.. im so sad.. i miss... Read More
feelin lost.. need to be found.. slippin away further and further.. no one listens.. no one sees.. cant keeps screaming.. the air is drowning me.. all i do is gurgle and gasp.. keep praying for an end.. a release.. why am i always more miserable when im with someone?
so, the boy is moving out of his gf's house tonight... 2 days early. So he says.. I'm a wreck.. my stomach is in knots and i have strange cramps... tho its no where near time for them... not sure what i feel.. except for that im a wreck. and to top it off.. i got drunk and spilled my guts last night to someone..... Read More
wow.. i just read a friends blog on here.. It's messed up that you get wrapped up in your own life and silly small problems; and think things are so horrible.. then you realize things could be so much worse and you feel like a total selfish asshole..
i tell you that i am OK.. i grin and smile. I am the shoulder you lean on. I am the go to girl. I am the one who you run to. I am the one who makes it better. I am the one who does what your wife wont. I am the one who never says no. I am the one who's pictures you... Read More