trahern

Has it been a month since I got this free season, or two? I really should save those sets to hard drive before it's too late, like last time... but mostly I'm just glad to see Charm's sets that I had missed.

I've commented and/or messaged the few girls I wanted to catch up with, but it all seems to have petered out now, even with those who answered. Girls on facebook have so many friends on their lists it seems like so much bullshit; is that just me? Perhaps it's simply a case of being easier than "acquaintance list" just as it's easier to think of SG as a business instead of being something that started off great and went downhill from there.

In years past there was a girl I wanted to photograph, and I pointed her at this site, at Lithium Picnic's work in particular. She responded by groping her fellow barmaid before complaining about the fact that I wanted her naked (I was surprised that she was surprised by that). Now, that bar is gone, the girl is gone, SG is just a business... it all seems a bit of a shame. She had pale, flawless skin that I assumed was the same all over. She would have been great in black and white. *sigh*

Come to think of it, she was my last visual muse. Haven't done much photography since then, even when I got the digital SLR. Even when I went down to Portugal last year. My heart just hasn't been in it anymore. Thought that meant another bout of writing before I find my next craze, but I seem to be merely drifting. I guess I really am a professional slacker, now.