tragicdesire

I always fall for it. I slept with the guy and apparently I shouldn't have. I was just used for sex, thats it. Now I am nothing. And he wants nothing to do with me. Did I put out to soon was that the problem? I gave up on sex and guys for a couple of months. Because the last guy I was with, he was a loser and cheated on me. The guy before that my husband of 5 years. Treated me like shit, and also cheated on me. Maybe I should just stay hidden from the world. They tell me what they think I want to hear, to make me feel special, until they get what they want.
I am so tired of being used. I just don't know how much more I can take.