so after 8 months of dealing with this deployment in two weeks my husband will finally be back home and i cant wait so far ive had to deal with bitches calling the military police claiming my dog ran over to her kid and bit him umm no she wasnt watching her kids he ran over to us the dog jumped up the kid fell down and bit his lip and this bitch just keeps on gggrrrr word of advice ppl NEVER EVER EVER LIVE IN MILITARY HOUSING COMMUNITY its like being back in jr high its a nightmare i hate it i will never live on post again
so dealing with bull shit and so much other crap i had finally had enough today and i punched the mirror in my bedroom it was thier i just snapped so now my knuckles are swollen and really really hurt yes i know well dont punch a wall but hey sometimes it just builds and builds and you cant take it anymore and you just SNAP and i did
and now my husband tells me that we are going home to Arkansas for christmas and im thinking fuck fantastic to ppl who dont understand me give me lectures cause i have yet another tattoo that my hair is yet another different color and that my tounge is now pierced they dont understand me nothing i do is good enough for them his mother hates me she just sees me as the bitch that stole her son away so im going to take a deep breath in and kindly say
FUCK YOU VERY MUCH I AM THE WAY I AM NOW DEAL WITH IT OR KINDLY FUCK OFF
yeah i think thats kind enough lol okay well maybe not lol
o well im going to stop blabbing and get off here play a game or maybe put some ice on my hand climb into bed and watch a horror movie snuggle with my two cats and my dog cause lets face it we all lose our minds eventually i just lose it every month or so
so later yall
so dealing with bull shit and so much other crap i had finally had enough today and i punched the mirror in my bedroom it was thier i just snapped so now my knuckles are swollen and really really hurt yes i know well dont punch a wall but hey sometimes it just builds and builds and you cant take it anymore and you just SNAP and i did
and now my husband tells me that we are going home to Arkansas for christmas and im thinking fuck fantastic to ppl who dont understand me give me lectures cause i have yet another tattoo that my hair is yet another different color and that my tounge is now pierced they dont understand me nothing i do is good enough for them his mother hates me she just sees me as the bitch that stole her son away so im going to take a deep breath in and kindly say
FUCK YOU VERY MUCH I AM THE WAY I AM NOW DEAL WITH IT OR KINDLY FUCK OFF
yeah i think thats kind enough lol okay well maybe not lol
o well im going to stop blabbing and get off here play a game or maybe put some ice on my hand climb into bed and watch a horror movie snuggle with my two cats and my dog cause lets face it we all lose our minds eventually i just lose it every month or so
so later yall
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moronmedic:
I just wanna say you are beautiful, and as a soilder in Iraq I understand that it sucks... My wife is pregnant and feels so alone... even though she lives with her family... Its no easier with family
misfit82:
I can't imagine what you're going through but I thank you and your husband for the sacrifice. I can relate to the crazy relatives who think I'm the devil because of my piercings, tattoos and facial hair..lol. Just hang in there, bite you're tongue and everything will be alright. 
maybe get a punching bag or find some physical activity that will distract you from the bullshit stress of the day. good luck hun. 
maybe get a punching bag or find some physical activity that will distract you from the bullshit stress of the day. good luck hun.