toxicvixen

is it insane to be on your way to falling in love after you specifically got involved in a relationship with the intention that it wasn't going to lead to that? brian (the infamous friend with benefits) is just amazing. i'm so happy whenever i'm with him and he makes me feel so safe. the best thing is that since we had such a great friendship, there's none of that insecurity or jealousy that can sometimes pop up when you just get into a relationship from the get-go. we had an amazing time last night. he wanted to spend time with me because my birthday is today, but he wouldn't be able to see me tonight. so instead, we celebrated last night. the best part of the night consisted of us lying in bed and just talking about random stuff. he started listing all the things he likes about me and it was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever said. why can't he just be an asshole and make it easy for me not to get so caught up in him?

so yeah, it's my birthday but i feel like absolute crap so i doubt i will even do anything. it doesn't even really matter though. i'm perfectly content with staying home tonight, watching tv and catching up on the mountains of email i've been neglecting.

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