Sunday Oct 17, 2004

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karl died. we went to his funeral in so cal and now my love is back down there for a week, which makes me sad.

i am growing weary of SG. there are so many things that just rub me the wrong way, i can't put my finger on it exactly, but there is something definately sour.

i need a nap surreal

Saturday Oct 02, 2004

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I am going away for a little while. whatever
mechanicalmonkey:
Where are ya going? Leaving sg?

Saturday Sep 25, 2004

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we are in portland this weekend.

i love this place.

and i can't wait to take pictures here, they always turn out so fun.

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anyone know where SGHQ is? i wanna see that place while i'm here

kiss i put pictures of my and my husband up. we are so gooey and squishy and mushy. love

Saturday Sep 18, 2004

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whew. glad to be back. erin has been keeping my account "alive" for me while my computer was dead. i hate being without a computer.

all is well in the life of pistol.

we bought a house, er well, are in the process of it. it's in a very quick escrow (2 weeks) and we are looking forward to our 5 beautiful acres. can't wait...
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slc7675:
congrats on the house. i still have writers cramp from signing all the paper work when i bought mine 5 years ago.
lucabrasi:
Wow, moving up in the worldsmile Who's your hubby?

Monday Jul 19, 2004

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the topic floating lightly around working today was that of the perfect man and what he would consist of.

it wasn't a heavily discussed arguement, but it was mentioned, and ideas suggested and then the topic roamed elsewhere.

so as i sat and listened to others' thoughts on the ingredients to this perfect man, and pondered my recipe as well.

only to realize, i have...
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aphexplotz:
Oh, and your puppies are adorable. Sorry about the one that had to be put down, thats so sad.
lucabrasi:
Hey, you were my buddy!! what happened?

Tuesday Jun 22, 2004

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virgin suicides. the story of my life.

no wonder my mother never wanted me to see it.

and by the way, i appreciate all the comments on my last entry about the late Raedar. your sympathy supports me and i take comfort in that. thank you.
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paleenchantress:
just wanted to send some kisses your way ! kiss kiss kiss
lucabrasi:
Hey, how ya been?smile

Wednesday Jun 16, 2004

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i want to explain about raedar. i feel she deserves it. she was a pit bull shepherd mix, about 9 months old, with smoke brindle and a black face. she got adopted out 3 times, and brought back shortly after each, everytime it not being her fault. this last time, i was sure she was meant to be in my care, but before i could...
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mickey23:
I'm sorry for your loss.
shitricky:
.i'm listening to the dwarves as i was perusing your profile...radd shit n shit....sorry to hear ' bout your girl... frown

Saturday Jun 12, 2004

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raedar died this week. we had a funeral on tuesday, and it rained. i will miss her frown
lovitch:
oh how sad, frown

Friday May 28, 2004

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i am withdrawing from the site. there have been far too many omens for me to ignore, and now i feel it difficult to even remain a member.

i need to think.

as much as modeling for the site was a dream coming true for me, i've realized that maybe dreams aren't always what they seem, especially when reality show them for what they really...
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lv:
Way too many girls join this site with the immediate goal of becoming some SS girl.

Guys think their claim to fame is being studly, with the better man having the more notches on their belt, each standing for another woman they've had sex with.

Girls, now girls are different. Girls rate themselves on how much other people like them, many times physically; about how popular they are.

This site has many things going for it, and way too many girls come here with high hopes and they get all weepy and crying for no good reason.

First, the hottest girls can get rejected by this sight, because of picture quality, or even set motifs that just don't work. Girls can be rejected for just not having what SG is looking for, etc. These could be all perfectly hot and great girls, but they're just not a fit here.

Second, just because one is rejected as SG, means little in the whole scheme of things, and should not be the one act in this year (or month, or week) that determines your mood and self-esteem and self-image. You're bigger than that....I barely know you, but I truly get a sense that you're bigger than that.

Third, once you take those pics, get accepted, and become an SG, those are no longer your pics. If you want them off the site or gone, tough luck. They're not yours anymore. You've lost control of that... I guess to me that would be an important thing, but...hey, you may be different. smile

So anyway, hope you don't leave. I hope you stick around in this place and give it a try. Come here for the people, the sexuality, the openness, the friends. You can still (if you have that desire) bare yourself in your pics section. smile
fortysix_and_two:
*hug* Keep in touch with me, please.

Wednesday May 26, 2004

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holy shit.

wow that was good news quick.

god i can't wait to get started. my mom is gonna kill me. surreal

ladies and gentlemen. so far, i'm in...
lucabrasi:
Congratssmile Where do you work?
fortysix_and_two:
Whoohoo! Congrats!
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