toxicdoll

for you i'm bleeding

here i am
darkest night
is masking the cold
that embraces me
can't you see
truth means fear
your lying breath
never will resist
alone i sit here waiting
watching the world
in it's agony
because i have seen
my future
my crying face
no cure i'm longing for
and no healer
heals the evil
i sought truth for you
condemned...
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i led her down those beautiful
stairs again
it all happened once before
her long curls, wonderful gown
the flow
i held on tightly
realization
she was me
so who was i

6:30 and the clock tics to nowhere
but where am i going?
a few more minutes still in red
i miss the green
i can't hear him tic
but i still stand at this distance
flickers but does not die
in the flash of a something special
the next number appears
give me a 7 (nobody cheers)
not like it means anything anyway
nobody's going...
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i'm attracted to a place where there is
no light
where your heart beats blood red
and your life travels in blue