Wow SG you’re 20?!
Its so so wild that I’ve been apart of this journey now from nearly 15 of those years. From the first time I saw @stormy on the MySpace page to applying only days after I turned 18 in 2006.
FUN FACT! SUICIDEGIRLS STARTED IN PORTLAND! And most of the original suicidegirls were Portland strippers. Some still are!
I learned how to model and regained-found confidence that I definitely wanted to share with the world. I became the woman I am through the years where SG took me. My life long friendship and memories.
Even though I’ve moved on and have started a new journey I’ll always look back fondly on how much you impacted my life. The road trips, shootfests, parties, events, tour, and conventions. All the beautiful lips I’ve kissed and the babe adventures.
One blog couldn't even fit half of my journey... even a portion. So you'll have to wait for the memoir!
But for now enjoy These priceless moments…
“Omfgggg you’re stormy! You’re the reason I became a suicidegirl ! Can we be friends?”
-awkward lil ol’ Me to stormy at an ihop 3am after a stripping shift 2008.
“Well you know I have to give you your suicidegirls initiation…”
-Stormy to me 2008
“How many girls can we fit in this tub?”
CHRYSIS & @gunner and I found out the power of Lush’s bubble bars
I also learned how delicious Dunkin Donuts is in the tub.
-Vegas summer 2013
YES! I will answer the door for pizza naked.
-Florida summer 2012 …Vegas 2013 …Pdx too many times to count.
DING DONG “DID SOMEONE SAY BACHELORETTE PARTY?”
-Vegas summer 2013
@ryker gets the ultimate lap dance experience
“I think we broke the party bus”
-Vegas 2013
"TEXAS CHAINSAW GOAT MASSACRE! ARE THE PUMPKINS WORTH IT?! IT THINK NOT!"
“Is the Midwest all cows and Dunkin’ Donuts?”
- @sobelle and Toxy’s hell city road trip
“Follow mama duck!”
“no this is how you pose” (you had to be there)
- France 2018 with @sobelle @saturn @lilyt
“HOT GIRL”!
-France 2018
“SLUTZZZZ”
- @sawa and Toxy 2019
“Do you remember at that convention in Eugene… you know the tattoo one in 2009. Where we worked the show booth and I took you to skippers?”
Me to @casper
“Yeah, but I often try to forget the skippers part,Like how is that place a chain?”
@casper (Elle) to me 2020
“IT’S SO CREAMY AND DREAMY”
-Holland 2018 when @waikiki took me to eat the pastry that changed my life.
“You’re so pretty and hot, IS THIS REAL LIFE?!”
-Toxy to @waikiki shooting multis shot by @sobelle 2012 & 2018
“I came to Portland, and there were no cherubs to greet me at the gate.”
- @sobelle 2014
“Are we gonna die in this flash flood though?” Nahhhh but just incase, text your loved ones
-AZ 2015 @alissa @turbulence CHRYSIS
“Can we do this next year, the year after, and have a reunion in like 10 years?”
-Florida shootfest 2012
“Let’s shoot our last multi when we’re grandmama’s k, hot old ladies cause were that OG.”
… “only if @sobelle shoots it”
-Toxy & @waikiki and @sobelle
“I’m so glad FaceTime exists.”
-me to all my so friends 2020
“Promise me we’ll be friends forever”
- the end of every shootfest, event, and moment I’ve spent with the most rad people.
the one thing you ever have to know about me is
*TOXY ALWAYS THE FIRST TO BE AND STAY NAKED THE ENTIRE DURATION OF EVERY SHOOTFEST* and i’m a dope ass bish and us old school girls walked so you can sprint and leap bounds!
In my many years I’ve heard the following
“that’s toxic, she like an OG SG.”
“I found you on suicidegirls.”
“has anyone ever told you, you look like a suicidegirl.”
“ummm I hope this isn’t awkward but you’re the first person I ever *ahemmm* too.”
“TOXIC *SCREAMS* it’s really you!”
“Hey! Didn’t I see I you in that one suicidegirl movie?”
“OMFG you’re Toxic! I hope you don’t think this is weird but Your’e the reason why I became a suicidegirl”.
-this has meant the world to me since the first time a model said this to me. this brings me back to lil awkward 18 year old me approaching stormy in that ihop .
helping people discover who they are and their confidence…that’s all I’ve wanted to do.
that’s what I got from suicidegirls.
i have loved living this dumb ass wonderful SLUUTTZZZ life with you babes.
!but for the love of god if you’re gonna post pictures of me in a memory blog please make sure they are cute k 😉💕*
i’m off though! I hope this was a good check in! I am prepping for my big big show SEPTEMBER 18th 2021 at the star theater PORTLAND! 💕
Follow my adventures @yourtoxicaddiction
or @gloriabuttons on all platforms
Till next time xoxo, ciao babes your Toxy
PS: I have a multi with @waikiki in member review that would be amazing if it made it on the front page. I'll be removing old sets soon so enjoy them while they last. Until @waikiki and I shoot our GILFFF multi one day I won't be shooting again for SG. It's been a great run but I'm focusing on my music career and I'm no longer nude modeling besides my onlyfans.
I've shot many sets for SG, many that have done well and never saw front page. I would love to see at least one more be SOTD before I archive my account. This journey has been bittersweet. <3 I love you all.
