Hello Dirty Birdies....
Thanks for stopping by! It's been awhile since we last chatted so let me catch you up on all the adventures in Toxic Land.
(^Photo by Sheri House of HOUSE INK MAGAZINE)
As usual I have been keeping busy with photo shoots and the usual naked shenanigans at LUCKY DEVIL LOUNGE/SASSYS...
On the subject of modeling I have been working with some incredible photographers lately who have helped me feel so excited and inspired about shooting. I have been working harder than ever to push my creativity to produce my best work. My efforts so far are paying off! Recently I have been getting news of current and upcoming publicati0ns. I cannot express my happiness enough about it. Modeling is one of my many passions. I love creating art and images that captivate people.
I am thankful to be working with some of the most talented photographers in the business. I am also thankful for all the continued support from my fans, family, and friends. I am a very lucky woman to be surrounded with so much love and positivity.
In Stripperland news... Was something weird happening in the cosmos last week? "Spring Break" is usually one of my best weeks but instead I had one of my most rough weeks ever. Financially and mentally it was a test of my patience.
Please remember folks when visiting Strip Clubs
1. When sitting at the rack, Tip Every song A MINIMUM of $1 per song PER PERSON. If you are watching from the crowd please throw a couple of dollars up. I mean if you are eye fucking me please tip. I cannot pay my rent with creeping staring and applause. Also please tip the bar staff. Don't be a cheap douche bag.
2. DO NOT EVER TOUCH, LICK, GROPE, SMACK, HIT, GRAB, OR KISS THE DANCERS. Also please do not blow on my vagina! NO WOMAN LIKES IT. If someone has told you other wise that twat is lying to you!
3. No I don't want your number... No I don't want to give you mine. Do not ask for my real name, number, or other personal information because that is creepy. I don't know you... Also you don't know me. Just because I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean I want you to be mine. Want to get to know me better? Come to the club more than once and let me get to know you. I need to establish that you aren't a serial killer.
4. I am not a coke addict whore with daddy issues. I don't want to suck your dick or go home with you. You are paying for a fantasy. Please stop assuming anything other wise.
So remember that new years resolution blog? If not you can read it here . My #1 new years resolution was to get my passport and travel. My whole life I have known one thing for sure... I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH TO SEE THE WORLD. After years of the stars not aligning they finally have. I'm purchasing my tickets for Europe in the next couple of days. I cannot wait to experience culture, history, architecture, art, cuisine, and all the wonders this world has to offer. I hope to be reunited with many friends and make new friends as well.
A couple of Sundays ago Domino and Pixie joined me on the quest to obtain my passport. We took a quick trip up to Seattle and spent the night in a Posh little hotel. This trip couldn't have come at a better time in my life. One of the best girl trips I have ever taken. YaYa sisterhood-traveling pants-vagina monologues... It had it all.
I had been experiencing a terrible amount of anxiety the past couple of weeks. My 2 younger dogs had a stomach virus, I had received some troubling news, and I was so afraid of not getting my passport. I hadn't been eating, I was drinking heavily, and I was so pent up and had no type of release. I couldn't even relax enough to be "alone in the tub." Anxiety is a cruel mistress when she takes over.
During the trip I had some real time to rest and relax. I was able to let go some of my stress and knock some sense into myself. I am a confident, intelligent, and polished woman. I can handle almost anything. I also was able to open up about some of the problems I had been facing. I am so happy to have Domino and Pixie in my life. They are two of the best people I know and I can talk to them about anything. I poured my heart and soul out while sipping on a "Unicorn Jizz."
The past 10 months have been a turning point in my life. My life fell apart and even though I managed to pick up the pieces it will never be the same. I don't want to go backward, I only want to go forward. It's been a long time since I've been in a space like this. It's terrifying yet exciting at the same time. Honestly it's nice to feel something again... I was numb for so long. Now I feel invigorated once again. :)
After a fun night on the town and in the tub I put on my "adult pants" and applied for my passport. Afterward I felt so refreshed and accomplished... overcoming obstacles is an amazing thing. Thank you ladies.
I'm full of happiness...
If you want to keep up with the adventures...I'm not too hard to find!
