towritelove

Been hanging at my apartment with nothing to do. I wish I could go across the street to have some coffee every once in awhile, but no one is ever in town to do so anymore. Needing to get out of this shy-shell of mine and actually start socializing and making new friends.

Here is another piece for anyone who actually reads this, haha.

Dreams awaken me in the dead of night,
Cold sweat embraces me, sitting there alone,
Unwelcome acceptance, a day to day fight,
Walk like ghosts, noticed not except by a moan,
Tears fall from my eyes, only failures noticed,
Loneliness still there, will it always be so?
Truth in back of mind, wish they would be honest,
Tears turn to blood, I've became my own foe,
Heart's cruel intentions, choosing what cannot be,
Torturing me with what's out of arms reach,
The stories ending I cannot foresee,
Searching for the pains answer, yet can't beseech,
A sacrifice of love, choice not made by I,
Truth that be known, an everlasting lie