towely2012

Well, what to say....I'm in Iraq. And let me tell you...it's the COOLEST!!!! No, No, really, it sucks. Its hell on my marriage. Like last night, i got an email from my wife, it wasnt addressed to me. it was addressed to some other dude, and she was saying she can't wait to see him and see what hes all about. i hope she was joking....but I'm not a fucking retard. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, and I dont know what to do. so i just cried myself to sleep. And really, that didnt even help me, cuase 3 hours later, im wide awake just thinking about the whole thing. I've read it over and over again, and i know for sure its not for me. i dont know what i expect in writing this blog...but i dont know maybe somone out there'll show a little someting. comfort, i dont know. i just wish i could be home...and none of this crap ever happend here. i mean the war, why did we have to stick our nose in this shit. so many brothers, sisters, moms, dads, daughters, and sons, have given thier life in vain...and for what, what have we done but make this place worse. they ruin our lives to ruin this country. but who cares right, its not gw's problem after november.