Well, today everything went through with my refinance! I can finally move on from the horrible, horrible situation that put me here 3 1/2 months ago. I can finally try to be happy and get her out of my life (even though I still don't want to). Its a big relief for me to do this by myself and know that I can do it................. now all I need is a house mate. Anybody want to live in a nice neighborhood in Baltimore?
It is still gonna be really hard to do this.
It is still gonna be really hard to do this.
jones1:
kick ass kick ass kick ASS!!! feeling oh-so-happy for you dear with a side of its-bout-damn-time. I think the fact that you are aware of all of the changes that you need to make for yourself and are making them..well i think youre closer to happiness than you expect. Not to say that its not going to be hard..but i dont know if you trulely recognize how pro-active youve become on behalf of yourself 
I hope your holidays were filled with love..either from others..or to others from you (im sure of the latter). Youre doing better in a time of transition than most people could ever dream of so please please dont forget to tell yourself that. YOU rock. 
I hope your holidays were filled with love..either from others..or to others from you (im sure of the latter). Youre doing better in a time of transition than most people could ever dream of so please please dont forget to tell yourself that. YOU rock.