Well, I finally kissed him.
It was probably one of the weeniest, most "chicken out right in the middle of it" kisses ever though.
Because I remember thinking, "I would like to kiss him" as we were sitting in his car saying goodbyes for the evening, and then before I know it I'm getting out of the car and as I'm about to close the door I think, "this is stupid, just do it!" and I turn around thrust myself back into the car, lean toward him, close my eyes, make the mark with a big ol' smack, back out of the car, close the door and walk up the sidewalk to my apartment without looking back with this silly grin on my face and it was so quick that all I can remember is, "his lips are soft" but this is nice.
I am silly.
I tried sushi for the first time last night, interesting, though I wasn't head-over-heels in love with it as people always say they are, but I did enjoy it. Appletinis at the mud lounge are sweet nectar of the Gods. there is a band in springfield that I almost feel embarrased for them watching them they are so bad, I saw my crazy psycho ex at the reverand and he now has a baby which just blows my mind even though I always predicted it would happen, it's just funny,he's still like this little kid who doesn't know how to handle responsibility, Kerri calls me all the time and we have great girly conversations which I haven't had in a long time, so fun, last night I rode in his car slightly drunk and listened to some band called clinic and it was the kind of music that makes me feel euphoric and as if everything is moving in slow motion and I'm just so happy being alive and I just want to take everything in, I am going to Austin in three weeks, it is the first day of October and I want to go to the corn maize in verona, I've never been to one and they seem like so much fun, who wants to join me?
It was probably one of the weeniest, most "chicken out right in the middle of it" kisses ever though.
Because I remember thinking, "I would like to kiss him" as we were sitting in his car saying goodbyes for the evening, and then before I know it I'm getting out of the car and as I'm about to close the door I think, "this is stupid, just do it!" and I turn around thrust myself back into the car, lean toward him, close my eyes, make the mark with a big ol' smack, back out of the car, close the door and walk up the sidewalk to my apartment without looking back with this silly grin on my face and it was so quick that all I can remember is, "his lips are soft" but this is nice.
I am silly.
I tried sushi for the first time last night, interesting, though I wasn't head-over-heels in love with it as people always say they are, but I did enjoy it. Appletinis at the mud lounge are sweet nectar of the Gods. there is a band in springfield that I almost feel embarrased for them watching them they are so bad, I saw my crazy psycho ex at the reverand and he now has a baby which just blows my mind even though I always predicted it would happen, it's just funny,he's still like this little kid who doesn't know how to handle responsibility, Kerri calls me all the time and we have great girly conversations which I haven't had in a long time, so fun, last night I rode in his car slightly drunk and listened to some band called clinic and it was the kind of music that makes me feel euphoric and as if everything is moving in slow motion and I'm just so happy being alive and I just want to take everything in, I am going to Austin in three weeks, it is the first day of October and I want to go to the corn maize in verona, I've never been to one and they seem like so much fun, who wants to join me?
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I'm going to Austin in March. If all goes well, I will be showing a film for the SXSW festival. If everything ends in disaster(like it usually does), I will be going just to hang out...drink, watch tons of films, and see a couple of thousand bands.
I've heard of clinic. hear a couple of their songs. but don't remember anything about 'em. nor how good their music is.
-shrug-