Well, show is tomorrow. For the first time ever, I'm not stressing. That probably means I'm going to royally suck it. I work well under pressure, I'm not so sure I'll work as well without it.
We'll see, either way I'm excited.
I blacked out today- (more like browned out, but that kinda sounds like I pooped my pants) on the way home, almost driving into the ditch. Good thing it was stop n' go traffic. After I kind of snapped out of it I couldn't get my eyes to focus; I couldn't get them to come to a point. It was very wierd and I was actually very scared. It was very strange because my cognitive functions were there- I was listening to public radio and comprehending it, but all of the sudden it looked through my eyes like my head was being squeezed and my body went limp. First I thought maybe I was breating some kind of toxic fume from my air conditioning, so I turned it off and rolled down my window, only to suck in the exhaust fumes of all my fellow gridlock companions. Then, I thought maybe it was low blood sugar or something, so I pulled off as soon as I could and grabbed something to eat. That didn't seem to help that much. I tried rolling down the window again after traffic cleared and slapping myself, but a couple more minor attacks occured.
My second guess is lack of sleep, since my eating habbits have gotten a LOT better than they used to be. I have only been getting 3-4 hours sleep for the last 3 days. Unfortunately, I couldn't nap today because of the show tomorrow. And now I'm up late again packing up my gear and checking my mail.
If I collapse I'm going to be really pissed.
Ah, shit anyway.
We'll see, either way I'm excited.
I blacked out today- (more like browned out, but that kinda sounds like I pooped my pants) on the way home, almost driving into the ditch. Good thing it was stop n' go traffic. After I kind of snapped out of it I couldn't get my eyes to focus; I couldn't get them to come to a point. It was very wierd and I was actually very scared. It was very strange because my cognitive functions were there- I was listening to public radio and comprehending it, but all of the sudden it looked through my eyes like my head was being squeezed and my body went limp. First I thought maybe I was breating some kind of toxic fume from my air conditioning, so I turned it off and rolled down my window, only to suck in the exhaust fumes of all my fellow gridlock companions. Then, I thought maybe it was low blood sugar or something, so I pulled off as soon as I could and grabbed something to eat. That didn't seem to help that much. I tried rolling down the window again after traffic cleared and slapping myself, but a couple more minor attacks occured.
My second guess is lack of sleep, since my eating habbits have gotten a LOT better than they used to be. I have only been getting 3-4 hours sleep for the last 3 days. Unfortunately, I couldn't nap today because of the show tomorrow. And now I'm up late again packing up my gear and checking my mail.
If I collapse I'm going to be really pissed.
Ah, shit anyway.