Right now I feel like a complete failure, a let-down, yeah, a disapointment. My chest feels like it is going to colapse. It is hard to breathe. I never seem to be thinking about the right things when it was important. It hurts to think of them all.
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raziel666:
How do I see the positive.Mostly like what I remind my life,that life isn't going to beat me in this world.I know it is hard for alot of people to see the good or positive things,but they are there.I have good friends around me to talk things over.I wish I could explain it better. 
ratedpg:
We'll figure it out. Either one of us, or both, and we'll get moving again. I promise.