tortureresponse

i just suffered the worst nightmare i've had in longer than i can remember. it was a dark tale of loss and vengeance. i lost the one thing that means anything to me, and my revenge was terrible and graphic. i don't know what bothers me more... the violations that i suffered or the ease of which i had in exacting my revenge.... if dreams are a reflection of our inner selves... i loathe to think what i'm potentially capable of... and how much i can suffer to bring me to that point...