i've come to realize that i've been wasting my energy on harsh introspections instead of doing what needs to be done. i think this will be the last time i do that. i'm too hard on myself. with her, i can do anything. i know this and why i question myself, i don't know. in any event, it's over. we have each other and nothing can stop us from doing whatever we want to accomplish. i've been in worse situations alone and managed to survive. with our love, everything is possible... i can't wait to come home.
ash:
I love you so much 