I'm so tired of being my supposed "friends" punching bag. Ya ever just feel so unappreciated you could puke? Why do I constantly surround myself with people who basically take me for granted? They want and want, and I give and give, and they take and take. Where the fuck do I fit in in all of this? When do I reap some of the...
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I'm such a slacker with updating this thing. Haven't had much motivation lately. I've had plenty to write about, just no time or energy.
Got new pants at Hot Topic over the weekend. They're what my family would call "tame." Anything drastic nowadays and they'd freak out. Jonathan seemed to sweat quite a bit upon hearing me request to go into Hot Topic again. (I...
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Got new pants at Hot Topic over the weekend. They're what my family would call "tame." Anything drastic nowadays and they'd freak out. Jonathan seemed to sweat quite a bit upon hearing me request to go into Hot Topic again. (I...
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tae:
Wow you are moving near me. I am having a lot of problems focusing on my writing. I have like 5 chapters of a books started and no idea where it is going.
thriftx2horatio:
Hey, thanks for the really nice comment!! My problem isn't so much what girls might think of me now, it's more about the fact that I had finally felt like I "won the battle" or something, and now I'm losing it again.
I've actually got a wonderful girlfriend of almost three years, now, who started dating me when I was big and never pressured me to lose any weight (I did it on my own). So I know what you mean about girls with heart
She rocks!
At any rate, thanks again. By the way, if you and your husband can find a babysitter, there's a Guns 'N Roses cover band on Saturday night at Amos' South End (www.amossouthend.com). I don't know if I'm going to make it, but you might want to check it out.
I've actually got a wonderful girlfriend of almost three years, now, who started dating me when I was big and never pressured me to lose any weight (I did it on my own). So I know what you mean about girls with heart
She rocks!
At any rate, thanks again. By the way, if you and your husband can find a babysitter, there's a Guns 'N Roses cover band on Saturday night at Amos' South End (www.amossouthend.com). I don't know if I'm going to make it, but you might want to check it out.
Did you ever feel like one day everything just kinda fell into place? That happened for me today.
I've been talking to Mercie quite a bit about how I haven't felt like myself for so long, like I'm not even me anymore. And she said that I've gotta do what makes me happy.
I dropped the punk/goth thing because of my hubby and my son,...
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I've been talking to Mercie quite a bit about how I haven't felt like myself for so long, like I'm not even me anymore. And she said that I've gotta do what makes me happy.
I dropped the punk/goth thing because of my hubby and my son,...
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mercie:
Thank goodness you've had a good day. I almost forget what it's like to have one. My last happy days? When I was in Texas. And I think that's falling apart anyway. Nothing lasts forever, and sometimes, nothing lasts more than a moment in time. But, I shan't continue on my depressing rant. I'm not ruining anyone's good day. They're fucking rare. much love girl.
mercie:
get some damn pictures up too by the way. if you need my help, send me some, and I'll crop them for you or whatever. k bye.
Sick again. Yay for me. I'm beginning to just wish the doctors would go ahead and just fucking find something because at least then I know they could do something for me. But this "well, we dunno what it could be" shit is driving me nuts.
It's been months and months of this crap where I'm so sick to my stomach I can't stand it....
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It's been months and months of this crap where I'm so sick to my stomach I can't stand it....
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thriftx2horatio:
Woah.. sorry you're sick. That sucks!
I'd read the book a bunch before the movie came out. I grew up in a military family so my dad would always give me cool books like that to read when I was younger.
We lived on the main parade grounds at Ft. Bragg and on 4th of July everyone would cook out in their front yard to celebrate while all of the post's activities went on. One year, Col. Harrel had a bunch of the D-boys over to his place. My dad turned to me and said, "Look over there... see those guys? According to the US government, they don't exist." It was before the BHD movie had come out so it still felt kinda like a secret. It was pretty cool, at any rate.
I'm in the Plaza Midwood area. Where are you?
I'd read the book a bunch before the movie came out. I grew up in a military family so my dad would always give me cool books like that to read when I was younger.
We lived on the main parade grounds at Ft. Bragg and on 4th of July everyone would cook out in their front yard to celebrate while all of the post's activities went on. One year, Col. Harrel had a bunch of the D-boys over to his place. My dad turned to me and said, "Look over there... see those guys? According to the US government, they don't exist." It was before the BHD movie had come out so it still felt kinda like a secret. It was pretty cool, at any rate.
I'm in the Plaza Midwood area. Where are you?
mistakesmade:
Any friend or family of mercies is fucking fabulous in my book. Hope you feel better soon! 
Hey yall, just joined the site! I'm friends with Mercie out there in the real world, but as we're so far away from each other, I needed even more ways to talk to her, hence this site. Bless you girl, I'd be so lost without ya! Love ya babe, gotta go check on the little one (I'm hoping someone already put him to sleep while...
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mistakesmade:
Welcome 
Iron station is about 35 minutes from charlotte...between hickory and gastonia...if that helps.