tortor

I got this from ClearBrightFire's journal. Yes, I'm a stealer. Bad me. But I figured I'd give yall something new to read.

[my name is]:Torri, yes that's 2 R's
[in the morning i am]: frightening
[all i need is]:painkillers and alcohol, and friends, and my hubby, and the baby, and a puppy, a new job, to graduate.......
[love is]: terrifying
[im afraid of]: thunderstorms
[i dream about]: my teeth falling out and tornadoes

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: well, considering I married him, I've no need to picture it
[actually seen your crush naked]: why yes
[fucked]: corny as it is, we refuse to refer to our sex life taht way
[had sex]: yes
[made love]: 2 days ago
[been in love]: desperately
[cried when someone died]: well I didn't party
[lied]: sometimes, and I'm damn good at it, but it's too hard to keep up with

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: flowers die, candy goes to your hips, gimme a hug any day
[tall or short]: medium?

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: looks
[last person u slow danced with]: I think my cousin Matt at his brother's wedding
[worst question to ask]: "how many people have you been with" no one ever really wants to know, do they?

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: hubby
[makes you smile?]: Jonathan, Ami, Jaime.....lots people
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]:that would be Jon-boy again
[do you have a crush on?]: Jonathan
[has a crush on you?]: better be the same
[easiest to talk to]: my kitty

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no, but I check my email forty times in an hour like a loser
[save aol/aim conversations]: nope
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: about once a month
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: only every day of my life--I'm hyper sensitive

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: I married him
[been rejected]: story of my life
[rejected someone]: occasionally
[used someone]: sadly, yes
[been cheated on]: fucking fuckhead
[done something you regret]: doesn't everyone?

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Jonathan
[hugged]: AJ
[you instant messaged]: no one
[you laughed with]: Michelle at work

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: religiously
[ever get off the damn computer]: you mean there's a world other than this?
[habla espanol]: not in America, bub

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: nah, I like being able to breathe
[obsessive]: obsessively
[could you live without the computer?]: not without being committed
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: don't have one
[what's your favorite food?]: pasta
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: oranges
[drink alchohol?]: never used to, now I do
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: if I have to, be I prefer being in constant motion
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: yeah, I put way too much effort and then get pissed when it's not reciprocated

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: I've forgotten everyone since the hubby
[of hearts i have broken?] : can't know for sure, hopefully a few
[of boys i have kissed?] : uh, I dunno
[of girls i have kissed?] : 2 I guess
[of continents i have lived in?] 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : 0
[of tight friends?] : 3
[of cd's that i own?] : too many
[of scars on my body?] : too many
[of things in my past that i regret?] :again, too many

I KNOW: I'm annoying
I WANT: a puppy
I HAVE: more than I appreciate
I WISH: everyone understood me
I HATE: fighting
I MISS: my family and friends back home
I FEAR: being sucked up into the sky by a tornado
I HEAR: my stepdad hammering something
I SEARCH: for the motivation to write my English paper
I WONDER: how much longer this thing is
I REGRET: no being more outgoing and makine more friends
I LOVE: with all my heart
I ACHE: everywhere
I CARE: about what people think too much
I ALWAYS:forget where I put things
I DANCE: with myself
I SING: when no one is around
I CRY: more than I do anything
I DO NOT ALWAYS: treat my hubby well
I WRITE: constantly
I WIN: never
I CONFUSE: everyone
I LISTEN: to my friends' problems
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at the computer
I NEED: to do my homework
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: the weekend
I SHOULD: stop putting it off and write my damn paper

I have great respect for anyone who can actually fill this out, but don't feel obligated!

I promise a proper update soon.