toroia

as i walked home from work last night it was snowing that pretty fluffy white snow. the only kind of snow i really like. it had been raining all day but at night it started to snow. it's funny too, today being the first day of spring and all.

i want my brother to come up here and visit me for easter. he's supposed to come tonight if he comes but i don't think it's gonna happen. he's very timid, or indecisive, or both. i miss him though. i miss my whole family, to be honest. i just don't think i could stay at home anymore.

a few days ago, for the first time ever, i felt some animosity on this site. not towards me necessarily, but it bothered me because usually i've found it such a positive place. i'm in a very cynical mood now. i mean i know most of the people on here are good people. but theres still the exclusionary cliques and people being hurtful on purpose. i thought that just wasn't allowed on this site. but i guess you can't ever escape highschool.