Before i let you go
Give me just one more night to show you
Just how i feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damnned life i'll
Make this up to you
Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
Thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide...
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Give me just one more night to show you
Just how i feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damnned life i'll
Make this up to you
Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
Thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide...
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blahblahblahblah.
yeah.
fuck off.
yeah.
fuck off.
Life fell apart even more.
This shit gets better, and then gets worse.
This time, I really hit rock bottom.
Lost my job.
Lost my husband (for good me thinks.)
Lost my apartment.
Now livin' with parents, and that's always a fun time.
Life is falling apart, and I can't wait till I get some hope to pull myself together.
I need it.
This shit gets better, and then gets worse.
This time, I really hit rock bottom.
Lost my job.
Lost my husband (for good me thinks.)
Lost my apartment.
Now livin' with parents, and that's always a fun time.
Life is falling apart, and I can't wait till I get some hope to pull myself together.
I need it.
musicsnob:
it'll all get better soon, you have my word. we've all been down, the key is to bounce back. i just got back into school, i just got my dream job, and i will probably get another apartment soon, because mine sucks and i want a better one. so cheer up dear, it'll be better soon. hit me up if you need a smile.
i bought a new car... oh yeah!
2000 pontiac sunfire.
beautiful!
and now i'm about to go to ikea.
to buy random stuff...
for my new apartment!
oh yeah.
2000 pontiac sunfire.
beautiful!
and now i'm about to go to ikea.
to buy random stuff...
for my new apartment!
oh yeah.
i'm getting a divorce.
we split up on the 12th.
he was with someone else the next day.
we had sex on the 18th.
twice.
he left my bed, and went directly into hers.
they had sex together for the first time that night.
after he left her, he came back to my bed, and slept by me.
i had no idea.
i assumed.
i...
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we split up on the 12th.
he was with someone else the next day.
we had sex on the 18th.
twice.
he left my bed, and went directly into hers.
they had sex together for the first time that night.
after he left her, he came back to my bed, and slept by me.
i had no idea.
i assumed.
i...
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musicsnob:
It's a hard thing to lose somebody that you loved, and somebody you were comfortable being with. What you must realize is that some people change for the worst, and others for the better. He's changed for the worst, do yourself a favor and change for the better. Leave that part of your life behind and find something better, you deserve it, he deserves Anna and nothing more. You're really pretty, you'll make it. I'm sorry for your pain, but let it strengthen you. 
tonight was AWESOME.
kick ass time.
my brother is the coolest, and i like most of his friend's too.
yay for finishing off this shitty ass week with a kick ass weekend.
tommorow: more work with john (shouldn't be too bad, i suppose), and then SOPRANOS.
hell yeah!!!
i love my husband.
i love my family.
and i really love the fact that i get...
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kick ass time.
my brother is the coolest, and i like most of his friend's too.
yay for finishing off this shitty ass week with a kick ass weekend.
tommorow: more work with john (shouldn't be too bad, i suppose), and then SOPRANOS.
hell yeah!!!
i love my husband.
i love my family.
and i really love the fact that i get...
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it's 3:30 in the morning.
i'm not tired at all.
and i have to be up in a few hours to go work with my husband.
in the cold.
and im not looking forward to it.
however, i am really looking forward to tommorow night, hanging with my family.
i love my brother and sister.
family is what really sticks around, and is always there....
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i'm not tired at all.
and i have to be up in a few hours to go work with my husband.
in the cold.
and im not looking forward to it.
however, i am really looking forward to tommorow night, hanging with my family.
i love my brother and sister.
family is what really sticks around, and is always there....
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calypso:
You're healthy, you get to work with your husband, and you get to be with your family...not too shabby!!!
slightly buzzed.
taste white russian and cigarettes.
my face is burned inside ur brain.
what a fuckin' day...
taste white russian and cigarettes.
my face is burned inside ur brain.
what a fuckin' day...
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tenaciousb:
white russian??
good idea!!
good idea!!
thurmis:
mmmm white russians 
ever get paid, and then about 5 minutes later you're completely broke again?
this is the 6th pay day that has happened to me.
march 1st is the 3 month anniversary (hah. if u could call it that) of john not working.
sometimes this "being an adult" shit gets hard.
i've been broke since i moved out on my own, 2 and a half years...
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this is the 6th pay day that has happened to me.
march 1st is the 3 month anniversary (hah. if u could call it that) of john not working.
sometimes this "being an adult" shit gets hard.
i've been broke since i moved out on my own, 2 and a half years...
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i'm half asleep.
that sucks.
i wanna go to sleeeeeeeep.
john cleaned the kitchen.
he deserves a cookie.
(oh, and i cleaned my apartment area thing).
'cept the bathroom.. i hate cleaning the bathroom.
and i gotta finish laundry.
poop.
definitely need more sleep.
that sucks.
i wanna go to sleeeeeeeep.
john cleaned the kitchen.
he deserves a cookie.
(oh, and i cleaned my apartment area thing).
'cept the bathroom.. i hate cleaning the bathroom.
and i gotta finish laundry.
poop.
definitely need more sleep.
ashley_darko:
hii. sorry I haven't responded sooner. I haven't been on sg for awhile. I have been using my laptop lately and its a piece that runs like its from the 1960's. And yes it is always nice to see people from around your area! and thanks for the compliments, you are cute too!
i'm lovin' the site.. it's been freaking addicting lately.. on like, every freaking min. i'm home.
i'm sooo addicted to boobs.
glad it's the freakin' weekend.
no more work for the wicked.
tonight shall be nice.
hanging with the boys from the band if my loser husband can get out of bed.
*sigh*
he drives me craaaaazzzyyyy sometimes.
i emailed quinne. probably said things she...
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i'm sooo addicted to boobs.
glad it's the freakin' weekend.
no more work for the wicked.
tonight shall be nice.
hanging with the boys from the band if my loser husband can get out of bed.
*sigh*
he drives me craaaaazzzyyyy sometimes.
i emailed quinne. probably said things she...
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clover:
Thanks so much, I'm really hoping all these good vibes help me out. So you can't live without a John either eh??
tormentedsleep:
All of me. crazy.
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