torment

Well the new profile pic is by a team mate of mine in City of Heroes by the name of Distraction.

So it seems my friends are disappearing one by one. First Maelphaedor quits, now delete_yourself's journal is gone. I'm depressed and a little bummed...

...don't leave me guys... *tries not to sound too needy *

Why are the most unobtainable things the things you want most?

On a lighter note I may be in Dallas TX around the middle to end of June. Taking a trip MABYE with a friend of mine for the weekend. It'll be good to get away from the freaks here.... oh HI guys,,, *waves to JikarX, Shadowmancer & Hellbeast.

Yes I'm still alive... cancel the celbration. I was on vacation for a week and otherwise... occupied. I had a good time. Stayed at home mostly and just had fun and relaxed as best I could. Monday came all to quick though.

Went to see The Punisher. Before you start yelling at me for actually spending money to go see it, I gotta tell you...
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So beta for City of Heroes comes to an end. Overall I love the game itself. It's the game I've been waiting for for a while now. It could still use some things, like consentual PvP and vehicles, but I don't have doubts those will come in time. I added some screenshots of some of my characters in the pics area. I'll add to these...
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Well the weekend was a little better. Saw KILL BILL V1 and didn't dislike it as much as I thought I would. Although it was 'typical' Tarentino, I realized I really liked it. Not that Tarentino makes bad films, just a bit repetitive.

Shadowmancer came over and me were supposed to scan some pics of him in to use on his page. But something is...
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Haven't been posting as much as usual. Sorry about that guys. Just been reveling in my depression. You know the kind where shit just isn't going right and you find yourself with teared up eyes when you're alone because sometimes you just hurt.

Yeah it's been like that for a little while now. I don't like having my friends see me cry or even know...
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Cheaters suck.... *stomps off to bitch in private*

Not much to say today. Waiting for my vacation, which starts 04/24. Man I hate work. That's sad because I sit on my ass for 8 hours a night pretty much doing the easiest job in the world with some of my best friends. Still.... who really likes to work even if it is easy?

Few more weeks till City of Heroes is released. The...
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"A hundred days have made me older / Since the last time I saw your pretty face / A thousand lies have made me colder / And I don't think I can look at this the same / All the miles that separate / Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face / I'm here without you baby" - 3 Doors Down

Just kinda how...
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1. If you could have one power in all the world, what would it be?

I think I'd take shapeshifting.

2. If you could tell any one person that's dead just how much you love and miss them, who would it be?

Karen, one of my first loves.

3. What's your biggest regret?

That I didn't stand up more for myself.

4. You can only...
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