torihoney

i pushed the snooze button twice this morning. that's two more times than i ever do. i also bargained with myself, and rationalized that if i weighed less than x, i didn't have to go running this morning before work, i would wait to do it after i got home. i'm happy to say i have a belly full of cinnamon toast crunch and my running gear is still neatly folded on the bathroom counter.


i love the new york times magazine...i wish i had time to read it every week.my company sells it at work, and since i work in a low income area, it's not like 5.00 copies of the times flies off the shelves on sunday, so i usually manage to get one for free. i think if i ever end up taking a sabbatical from work, i will read the entire new york times every day. i can't imagine taking a whole year off from work, or being able to afford it for that matter, but the thought does cheer me greatly.

i'm meeting with my boss today for our normal 6 week business check up. these things aren't what i would call nerve wracking, but they can be slightly discouraging as i have moments of near burn out, with no respite in the near future to keep me going. hopefully the rumors are true and i'll be rid of those four walls by fall. a change of scenery would do wonders for my outlook, not to mention my pocketbook... i feel like there aren't enough hours in the day anymore. i do know a few things, though....

i watch way too much t.v. lately.
i need to exercise more, or i get weird.
i'm craving a lot more touch from everyone.
i can't stop eating candy or drinking diet soda, which really don't balance each other out.
i want to stop thinking about food being scary.
even though she was a pain sometimes, i miss my old roomate.
i absolutely squander all my days off.
i wonder if i've done irreperable damage to my mother and i's relationship.
i think i need a second job to be able to afford to have a maid.
i hate folding laundry.
i am in love all over again with my crock pot.

and i'm just whinging, because i know deep down that i am an incredibly lucky individual to have so much that i can complain a bit about it. have a good day everyone.....